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Recieved: 2002/06/13 21:52
Subject: [K-list] Re: More problems - Abdomen to Head Action
From: el_bombastico256

have u tried ignoring it completely? I have certainly never had
anything like that, but i'm pretty sure that your focusing on this is
making it worse. Forget about it, ignore it, and just let it all go.

I may be wrong of course, this may be caused by you, and in a way u
are perpetuating it. For example, if u keep complaining about
chronic headaches and say that they are very bad, even if they arent,
or maybe u dont have them at all, u will eventually make urself
beleive u have them, and u will get them too.
Once you get out of this mental cycle, the headaches go away. This
did happen to me. Once i considered that i was the problem, it all
went away and i stopped screwing around. I did have mild allergy
headaches, but i made them worse.

peace

>I feel my head pushing in certain
> ways internally. Like my mouth and jaw is pressured from the
inside
> pushing out. This opens my mouth. I feel stuff moving from place
to
> place within my face to my head. Sometimes I feel it pushed to
just
> the top of my head with the same pressured feeling. Sometimes,
it's
> pressured around my neck. This has been going on for a very long
> time - over 3 years.
>
> The problem is that my thoughts are trampled on. I forget things.
My
> train of thought is very disoriented. I hear voices internally. I
> get heavy involuntary body movements that tell me to do things in
> certain situations. For instance, it pulls my body back if I'm
about
> to work on certain things at work. Then a voice comes and says
that
> I don't need to do this because a certain contract will supersede
> this. Well, I've been asking for the purist energy from God and
the
> purist energy from the White Light every day so I trusted this
> voice. It was comforting but unfortunately I found out, very bad.
> It's been lying to me and the problem is that I made some bad
> decisions at work because of it. I feel like I'm in trouble
because
> I can't find my own thought process. I can't distinguish the
voices
> from my own thoughts, especially if I try to think of something and
> all I hear is the voices... I don't know what is true and real.
>
> Other words from the voices that I hear is that I will have kids, a
> huge contract that will make me richer, and that they need to work
on
> my abdomen area to release this bad energy. The final outcome is
to
> be peace with myself and to loose weight since this type of energy
is
> blocking my digestion system.
>
> I have a thought that this is a manifestation from my abdomen area
> but I fear that this is not true either. I feel I'm in trouble.

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