To: K-list 
Recieved: 2002/06/13  13:31  
Subject: Re: [K-list] Paranoia 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
  
On 2002/06/13  13:31, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list: At 09:32 AM 13/06/02, shunyatauk wrote:
 
>   This week the UK government has anounced legislation that it is 
>trying to get pushed through parliment that will give a list of about 
>50 departments, from the police to the food standards agency to the 
>local council the power to check, without need of getting a court 
>order(the present restriction) any e-mails, phone calls, location via 
>phone calls that they wish. This is really frightening.
 
    Why give energy to fear? If you want to give energy to fear, then join  
the protesters, write the letters and sign all the petitions. Several  
governments have tried to push through similar legislation, and in every  
case the end result has been severely watered down and is still being  
challenged. Politicians have secrets, too... and they are slaves to big  
business, which also is not going to be in favor of open access to trade  
secrets and strategies.
 
    Besides, no government can really afford the manpower to do all that  
surveillance. Increased security expenses have already bankrupted some  
airlines, they were on the front lines of the anti terrorist war and as the  
attitude  spreads,  more businesses will discover that paranoia does not  
pay... just as insurance expenses have crippled the medical establishment.  
Natural selection works in industry, politics and economics, too. These  
things must eventually go the way of the mailed Knight and the sabre tooth  
tiger.
 
>   I am new to K and related matters and am still unsure, what else 
>would one expect, as to it's purport and nature. For example, it 
>would seem that there is an increase in the number of people 
>experiencing the transcendental and that we can, as far as I can 
>tell, not know the reason why.
 
Best guess would seem to be the increase in the Schumann resonance.  
The planetary electromagnetic vibration has increased quite a bit these  
last decades. Gaia's Kundalini, bringing up all the old gunk to be  
released, and weaving a higher planetary consciousness. 
Could also be that nothing has changed except the communications  
revolution. Seems like there is more happening in the world, but it is only  
that we get more news of the world. Stuff was always happening, we just did  
not hear about it. Imagine if historic events, like the Boxer rebellion in  
China, had been on sattelite TV?
 
>  What concerns me is that there may be people in power who are aware 
>of this potential as a subversive and active force that must be 
>controlled for as long as they can mjanage it.
 
Controlled? Kundalini? What?
 
>   I do not want my experiences recorded and catalogued by any body of 
>power who would or would not understand them and make judgments as to 
>the movements that it would like me to make, the jobs that I could 
>do, the power I could have.
 
:) The K-list has always been publicly archived, as it states in the  
yahoo listing. Posting to the list, is consenting for it to be archived.  
The archives have not always been available, due to server changes and  
technical difficulties, but that has always been the list intention, since  
its inception in 1996. To increase the volume of information and personal  
experiences about Kundalini, make them available to any seeker in need.
 
   This discovery sometimes upsets people, they write asking for their  
posts to be removed. I do not like to do that, once consent is given it  
cannot be revoked and I prefer to maintain the integrity of the list  
history... but Hillary has kindly volunteered to anonymize posts from the  
archives if the need seems urgent.
 
   My attitude is to emulate a quote by Richard Bach. "Live, never to be  
ashamed if anything you say or do is broadcast around the world... even if  
what is said, is not true."
 
   I am not perfect at it, there is a place for privacy but I respect the  
intention behind it.  It is about image, and ego... and how we truly cannot  
control what someone thinks of us, and how they see us. Trying to, is an  
ego game. I know, I have played with image a lot, actress, comedienne,  
dominatrix, spiritual teacher... You can spin doctor an image all you like,  
but you cannot control what people think. Privacy is important, but in the  
absence of information, people get imaginative... and will invent something  
to get worked up about. Some conspiracy theory or paranoid dream. The fear  
comes up, to be released, not to be acted on.
 
>    I live in the most spyed on county in the world and I know that 
>they already have my DNA, fingerprints, associates on record etc. I'd 
>like to keep a little bit to myself, especially when I know that they 
>don't yet understand.
 
    You know, the world around you reflects who you are. This is really not  
about what the government does, it is about your ego trying to clutch at  
its fading boundaries. You titled this email paranoia, so you know that is  
what it is. The question is, will you let it rule you? Whom do you serve,  
love or fear? Who do you believe is in control of your world, the  
government or Goddess?
 
>  In summary, I'm going to sign of this list (unless someone can 
>persuade me that it's safe),
 
    No one can persuade you than anything is safe. Your sense of safety,  
real safety comes from within. It is not about what is happening outside of  
you. The buddha walks through the battlefield, unscathed because he has  
Grace. Not giving energy to fear of harm.
 
    How many million people where you live? How special would you have to  
be, for a busy beaurocrat to consider your emails worthy of their time?  
Jeez, I hardly have time to read my own email, some days. The sheer volume  
of internet communications makes any kind of spying like finding a needle  
in a haystack.
 
   The fall of the USSR illustrated the folly of attempting too much  
control over people. It all falls down, sooner or later because fear cannot  
be sustained, long term. The body cannot handle the stress. Now, other  
countries are experimenting with similar ideas, as the released karma is  
balanced. Using the excuse of terrorism, and if not that, then perhaps it  
would have been something else... some other enemy to unite against, and  
work out the karmic issues with.
 
    I count my blessings... we westerners live in wealth and luxury that  
Solomon could not have dreamt of. Things we take for granted,  
refrigeration, central heating, planes trains, bananas from distant lands  
and strawberries year round, a 200 piece orchestra playing for my  
entertainment at the flick of a switch, abundant hot water day or night,  
immunity from many killer diseases, ... count your blessings, on and on and  
on. We are the wealthiest society in the world, the wealthiest that there  
ever has been,  in terms of basic standard of living. Rights, freedoms...  
freed from feudalism, slavery, witch burnings, ...
 
    So what do we find to cry about? Waah, somebody peeked at my email and  
called me a loonie.  Sheer decadence. I found these statistics on the net,  
that I find help me to maintain perspective.
 
   If we could shrink the earth's population to a village of precisely  
100  people, with all the existing human ratios remaining the same, it  
would look something like the following.
 
  There would be: 
  57 Asians 
  21 Europeans 
  14 from the Western Hemisphere, both north and south 
  8 Africans
 
  52 would be female 
  48 would be male 
  70 would be non-white 
  30 would be white
 
  70 would be non-Christian 
  30 would be Christian
 
  89 would be heterosexual 
  11 would be homosexual
 
  6 people would possess 59% of the entire world's wealth and all 6 would  
be from the United States.
 
  80 would live in substandard housing 
  70 would be unable to read 
  50 would suffer from malnutrition 
  1 would be near death; 
  1 would be near birth 
  1 (yes, only 1) would have a college education 
  1 would own a computer
 
  When one considers our world from such a compressed perspective, the need  
for both acceptance, understanding and education becomes glaringly apparent.
 
  The following is also something to ponder...
 
  If you woke up this morning with more health than illness...you are more  
blessed than the million who will not survive this week.
 
  If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of  
imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation ... you are  
ahead of 500 million people in the world.
 
  If you can attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest,  
torture, or death...you are more blessed than three billion people in the  
world.
 
  If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof  
overhead and a place to sleep...you are richer than 75% of this world.
 
  If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish  
someplace ... you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy.
 
  If you can read this message, you just received a double blessing in that  
someone was thinking of you, and furthermore, you are more blessed than  
over two billion people in the world that cannot read at all.
 
>which makes me more angry because there 
>is absolutly no need. There just driving everyone underground. 
> 
>   Sad shunyatauk
 
    There is no need for you to drive yourself underground. Nobody makes  
you feel anything. Your feelings are based on your choices, in how you  
choose to respond or react to what Is. If you want to give energy to fear,  
then, "happy trails".. and I hope someday you find safety in your own heart  
and mind.
 
Blessings...
 
 
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