To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/06/11 12:34
Subject: Re: [K-list] Sending stuff with good intentions can turn out fatal
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 2002/06/11 12:34, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
Thank you, Ana. This is very beautiful. I agree with everything you
write, and have written similar things myself... about the relationship
between "sending love and light" and "the road to hell is paved with good
intentions". Insights gained, the hard way...
The karmic feedback of any kind of non consensual projection can be
nasty, and projecting neediness onto others is the shadow side of the
healer teacher hero savior ego game.
I often get people writing to me, asking me to train them to be
healers... and the first and hopefully the last part of the training, is a
hard look in the "ugly mirror" of the shadow to see what ego issues make
them want to fix people.
Until they get past that, their efforts to "heal" is just projecting
their ego issues onto people and the results can be hazardous. Muddy water.
When they do get past it, either the desire to be a healer will
evaporate, or they will have become a properly transparent vessel... and
once they are transparent, they do not need me to teach them what to do.
Goddess shows them directly, in the moment. Zen flow.
Of course, teaching this is reminding myself, too... I have little
motivation to play healer these days, and it is a blessing. Teaching is
still interesting, for the enjoyment of the creative act... but my
creativity has a lot of other channels to flow through.
At 04:48 AM 10/06/02, Åsa Borenstam wrote:
>A true healer wants nothing or wish nothing.. He is just a clean channel
>for other powers to work through him.. Only then there will be good result..
>
>I felt this is important because even if I dont feel " good" at the moment
>this is necessary for me to experience.. so no, dont send me anything..
>but you can trust that I have an open connection to my higher self and by
>that I am always blessed and guided..
>
>Love,
>Åsa
:) Well, that is what I have been doing. : ) That is how you appear to
me. You are processing some pretty intense stuff, but it is all perfection,
just the labour pains of birthing a new self. I know you wrote to me once,
feeling in need but even then I could not see it. Only fear releasing, as
it must and nothing for me to do about it. Perfection. You are really
beautiful, Ana. You are the calm center in a tornado of changes, safe in
Goddess arms. If there was a dictionary entry for "Kundalini, grace in
surrender" then it would have your picture on it.
To give you some additional feedback... your boundaries are very
healthy. Projections do not stick to you, so you have little to fear from
those who would send unwanted
blessings.
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