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Recieved: 2002/06/10  15:27  
Subject: [K-list] curious about kundalini 
From: victoria_b1127
  
On 2002/06/10  15:27, victoria_b1127 posted thus to the K-list: Hi,
 
This is an open question(s), and perhaps the answer is somewhere 'out  
there' but i feel that i have to type this out.
 
I had this experience before where i was with a friend of mine and we  
both took a bit of extacy.  In my past 'experimenting' (i only tried  
once or twice) nothing really happened, and usually the same thing  
happened with regards to any psychadelics, but this time...well, a  
rocket ship and mars seem to be the best metaphors to use, and we 
both  
had our clothes on and had very little sexual contact if any.
 
My friend is a quiet guy and doesn't really say much, which makes me  
nervous once in a while, cuz it's hard to tell what he's thinking.   
Anyway, we sat infront of each other for awhile and he said "let me  
see your hands" i held them out but i felt hesitant for a bit but let  
him hold them.  From that momment on, what i viewed reality to be  
before that momment changed me BIG TIME.
 
I'm sure if this is the right place to describe all the things, but i  
will say that i knew nothing of this feeling before.  Now the 
feelings  
come in waves and sometimes like tidal waves or tsunami size waves,  
including the really low lows and the joyous highs.
 
I've been working on the grounding excersises for a bit now and feel  
like i'm stabilizing a bit, plus summer is coming around now and the  
weather is getting better. 
 
Ooops i almost forgot my questions, how did these sensations arise? 
was it the drug, my friend (who by the way has been into buddhist  
practice for a few years now, but doesn't talk about it that much, 
and  
other sort of things, he has tones of books for someone his age too)  
the two of us?  from what i've been reading is it possible that it 
was  
some kind of 'electro-magnetic' transferance?  If so, how did this  
happen, because i knew nothing about it before.  I suppose i could 
ask  
my friend about this electro-magnetic stuff, he said had a couple of  
reiki treatments a few years ago.  
 
with love 
victoria
 
 
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