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Recieved: 2002/05/20 15:22
Subject: [K-list] Re: wanting and homeless and love...
From: lionessbleu1
On 2002/05/20 15:22, lionessbleu1 posted thus to the K-list:
erik forgot to push the right button and sent this to me privately
and asked me to send it on.
Susan
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "lionessbleu1" <divine_goddessATnospamh...>
wrote:
> dear erik,
>
> All relationships that one person has is a reflection of their
> relationship with their inner Self or God/dess. This does not just
> mean relationships with other people but relationships with things
> like food and shelter for Divine Consciousness is present in all
> atoms in the material world.
could you please give me a better understanding or a relatively good
recursive definition for "Divine consciousness" please?
> No woman is going to want a love relationship with a homeless person
> unless she is either a victim with a martyr complex or a homeless
> person like yourself. An emotionally healthy woman is going to run
> screaming off into the other direction away from you rather than
> bring you and your needy problems into her life. There is nothing a
> real woman hates more than a needy man.
Let me get that right, (i'm making sure i'm not confused by what you
just said) you said "there nothing a real woman (what the differnce if
she isn't real?) hates more than a needy man." I suppose she would
want anything either?
But then i never said i knew what a woman wanted, did I?
>You might as well paint
> yourself with good woman repellant magic. :)
Well, i'm close, i've been wearing the same clothes for the last three
months!
> Unless you are Jesus, Ghandi,
Well, there both dead...fortunately or unfortunately...your choice on
the view, i'm stil breathing...
> or some wandering spiritual master who
> uses their homelessness as an instructional divine tool to serve
> others it is time for you to take action
...well, i live day to day, and wander around with a packsack full a
cool books...
>and change your
> circumstances.
...circumstance will change, it's just a matter how i change myself to
the situation...
>If you were a spiritual you wouldn't be on this list.
REally? wow, why do you say that?
> You have forgotten that you are perfection
well, i do tend to forget lots of things, but it's not intentional.
With regards to being perfect, not yet, i still have some conditioning
issue that need some attention, mostly resulting from past abuses.
>and you deserve all the
> wonderful things that life has to offer.
And that would consist of?
>You are one with the
Creator
> of the Universe. Why not start living like one or at least acting
> like one?
How does "one start living in oneness with the Creator of the Universe
(what's that mean? creator of the Universe?)" or to at least act like
one?
>You are not a victim of your circumstances.
No, i'm a victim of the governments lack of care about the people it
collects its money from. Everything else, That I Was Born into, is
well, my choice right? I have the choice to change the laws that
govern this sovereign nation, with the snap of fingers, for an example
anyway. But then my ego always likes to blame the government and
everything associated with its structure and implimentation.
> I only say to you what I have said to myself. I only speak to you
out
> of my own experiences.
WEll, maybe i have a long way to go. I'm definately not going to go
in search of money and objects so that some "real" woman will want me.
Put it this way, if someone wanted to get to know me, all i have is my
brain and what it's capable of expressing ( i guess i should include
my body, that's if 'real women' care about that aspect, i don't really
know.) and if 'real' woman can see that, then i guess i'm bummin' eh?
> with love and gentleness,
> Susan
With skeptism and cynicalness
erik
oh and compassion too
right now
live right here right now
van halen
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