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Recieved: 2002/05/20 09:20
Subject: Re: [K-list] Wanting
From: lionessbleu1
On 2002/05/20 09:20, lionessbleu1 posted thus to the K-list:
Hello Charles,
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "Charles Portugal" <charliepATnospamc...>
wrote:
snip:
> The thing about not wanting anything means that we have nothing to
aspire to. The feedback I get from people is that I'm not a zen
buddhist, so why am I so calm and laid back... they ask Where is my
passion? Where is my fire to go out there and fight for money, wome
and material things?
You have passion Charles; it is just not for where the rest of the
world puts their passions :)
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> I have to stand in front of the group and I am asked simply: "Whats
working Charles" and then "Whats not working?"
I think this is very practical advice. If we look at our results we
can surely have the answers to those questions. The next step is to
look as those results as evidence pointing out to you whether you are
getting closer to what you do want or are the steps you are taking in
your life taking you farther and farther away from what you want.
Based on results, often harsh, always fair, what is present in your
life at this moment? Talk is cheap.
> The process is about being real. Its about coming from your heart
and not your head. When the rest of the group "get you" then the
process is complete.
I would add, when you "get you" you can begin the next powerful step
in your journey. Outside feedback can be important...the most
important thing to consider is whether that feedback resonates with
your heart voice.
> I have always been able to find many things that are working.
> In fact the way I always see it is that everything is working.
> And the things that are not working are working.
> Everything is perfect as it is.
> But Ive been told that I had better find some things that are not
working so that I have something to aspire to. Something to 'do'.
> I'm told that my response is new age mumbo jumbo and comes from my
head.
OY...we are human beings not human doings. This is typical of process
groups like these...their focus is male, yang, outward, getting
things done. Men who are on a spiritual path are naturally relaxing
into the yin feminine receptive. This orientation will influence all
that you choose to do. These groups can be good for women because
they have lost touch with their yang male action side but for
men...if they are already on their spiritual path it can be
disorienting.
> I dont think it is an intellectual concept, its just the truth.
> So I have to decide what I want and then I can go about manifesting
it.... so I'm told!
It's not that easy although it sounds very simple. 90+% of our
decisions are made on the subconcious level. If you, on the conscious
level, decide you want something and it is not in alignment with your
more powerful subconcious mind's programming...it may never happen or
if it does it is a piss poor manifestation.
Most of our subconscious programming was put in place before we were
three years old. The way we run our lives is often based on a three
year old's or even an infant's needs and desires. That is why we
don't often understand why we do the things we do because it is not
based on a rational decision making process. Or why when we do make
changes they don't last very long. This is why it is important to
work with someone who knows how to access and work with your
subconscious like a hypnotherapist or an empathic healer. When they
assist you in making changes at the subconscious level...the changes
are more long lasting. It is not gonna happen in just one session
either most likely. It can but it probably won't.
> So I decided that I wanted more money so that I could pay off my
debts and start living in credit and a partner that I could share my
life with.
Can you state this in a more positive frame of mind? If you have
money to pay off your debts then your bank balance would be zero. Is
that what you really want? I would suggest this exercise. Make a
sheet of paper and draw a cheque made out to you for a million pounds.
Your homework is to spend all that million pounds on yourself. You
can't pay off debt, you can't help your relatives and friends, or
poor people or some religious organization. Your job is to be totally
selfish and spend that million pounds on yourself and NO ONE ELSE.
Make an itemized list of what you want to buy for yourself and put
what each thing costs next to it until you have used up your million
pounds. This is an exercise to expand your consciousness about money.
Regarding a partner to share you life with...can you be more
explicit? You only receive back with the clarity with what you put
out. I suppose from your description I could send you puppy. The
puppy would love you forever, require a lot of upkeep and
maintenance, and would share it's life with you. Is that what you
want? What do you really want? Or how about you fall down and break a
leg and have to have a health aide come into your house to share your
life with? :)))) Or maybe even you get arrested and wrongly charged
and end up in prison with a big hairy cell mate partner
named "spike"?
If I can't tell the difference in what it is thar you want, can the
power of the Universe? The subconscious works in concrete simple
clear instructions. If you can explain to a two year old what it is
what you want and they understand...then you are on the right track.
Be specific and clear and state with positive benefits about what you
want. Write them down. Cut out pictures of what you want and past
them in a book. Or put them on a poster board and hang it up near
your bed so you see it every day and night for a long, long time.
Months even. The subconscious is very visual receptive and needs lots
of repetition.
It is true that wanting creates more wanting. Wants are also messages
from our inner self telling us what is possible and achieveable for
our selves.
If you focus on the wanting, you will only have more wanting...for
where you put your energy is what grows.
So put your energy into knowing that what you want is already
present. Know and understand that you are perfect and your outside
world is a reflection of how you understand and manifest this
perfection. It is a reflection of the filtering that happens through
your subconscious. So if the outside doesn't reflect the inside
perfection then it is time to look at your subconscious programmings
and clean up the filters or change them.
I hope this helps.
Susan
> That is where my line of questioning came from.
> Warmly
> Charles
> ----- Original Message -----
>
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