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Recieved: 2002/05/17 13:45
Subject: Re: [K-list] last night... dream and childhood fear To: Cynthia
From: Keith Chapman

Keith, have you come to
> terms
> > with this fear and figure it out why you had it? Could be it was just
> a
> > reminded of a past world so clear to you, yet so foreign to you as you
> were
> > brought back into incarnation on this physical realm that is so
> programmed
> > to believing anything unknown or that is elusive is evil.

I think I've realized the fear, but still sometimes during late night
meditation I get all flipped out. I have yet to astral project, although I
would love to do it. So I haven't had the face to face confrontation, that
I know would scare the wits outta me, but would be the only real way I
could ever come fully to terms with it. I mean, to face the fear of
swimming you need to trust and jump in right?

I do feel that your
> fears
> > inhibited you, but since you realize this, perhaps now you will defeat
> your
> > fears and allow your energies to flow realizing the power spiritual
> being
> > you really are. Perhaps you were really afraid of your own powers. May
>
> > peace be with you! Cynthia

I'm sure that my fear inhibits me, and slowly it is disapearing. I know
that when I used to only feel tingling in my feet, now I can feel the
"cold" shivers runinng up my spine. And they feel of a very different
nature. Afraid of my own powers... makes sense if we are a part of
everything... then all fear is simply fear of yourself on that higher
uni-level.

Thank you so much Cynthia!
Peave and love,
   Keith

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