To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/05/17 13:24
Subject: Re: [K-list] boundaries
From: LK
On 2002/05/17 13:24, LK posted thus to the K-list:
>Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
> Kundalini most often first goes up, then goes down...The chakras >open
>part way on the way up, but open much more fully on the
>way down. The path back down, is the harder part...the goal is to >clear
>the vessel so spirit merges with the physical.
hey MAS! i know you freed me from indebtedness by your self-serving motive
of enjoyment :) but i do have to say that this awesome post really helped me
become self-aware of the power chakra landscape and my tools, and i had some
sort of wonderful, gentle entity/karma clearing and healing just from
studying what you wrote. grace of god-dess and my readiness to understand,
combined with your descriptive offering. thanks. it took a big knot out of
my solar plexus. relief. felt your presence in spirit form when it happened,
tho i am generally hesitant to say such things, chalk it up to projection.
you also just reminded me that the title of my neverfinished masters thesis
(it kindof got too "out there" for an academic philosophy course) was:
"Soaring Upward Back Into The World". I understood this title differently
for the purposes of that project, but you have just now brought a whole new
layer of meaning to it.
> Each chakra is a universe, and the laws of that universe must be
>respected... Finding the middle path between the unity of the upper
> >chakras and the individuality and free will issues of the lower >chakras
>is the greatest challenge. The tension and balance between >the heart and
>the power chakra must be found...
...
> I am not sure if I am being clear... do you see how these things >flow
>together? I am trying to describe something that is *felt*. The >middle
>path of walking between the worlds, maintaining a balance >between the
>heartsunity universe and the power chakra sensitivity and >respect for the
>boundaries of the physical/ energy worlds. I am >enjoying the challenge, so
>I'll keep at it... :) (Note that my >admission of self serving motives
>frees you from indebtedness...)
yes, yes, yes, this has been a paradox i have gotten confused about and am
now trying to hold together, not cognitively, but as a survival and thriving
need and practice, since i am both at the same time, wherever i place my
attention. holding respect for tension within form and the "rules" of being
in duality, but also abiding in formlessness and letting that guide me. i
think i understand what you are saying about the tension between heart and
power chakra, but it is going to take some experimentation and practice to
learn how to walk and listen this way.
i really liked what you said about carrying your conscience in your power
chakra.
> The power chakra is also the level of dreams, and of the astral >and
>energy based worlds where the winner/loser games are played out.
i never thought of dreams that way. makes much sense.
i know you have many many projects, but have you ever thought of writing a
book on the different chakra dimensions?? maybe i will do it in poetic form
when i can see them more, since it would be such a helpful navigation guide.
> I carry my conscience in my power chakra. That is where it lives. >The
>higher chakras don't have any of this boundary stuff, karma or >sin... they
>may have blockages, but the blockages stem from the power >chakra stuff of
>free will and divine will... ego.
thus the importance of holding the tension and decending back through to
abide in my ownmost embodiment!! wow, how beautiful and holistic.
> If you are only working from the heart, then you will end up
>crucified... and crucifying. In the heart there are not boundaries of >I
>and Thou. On that level, life is illusion anyhow so who cares if >you get
>crucified? LOL!! Probably you do... :) On the power chakra >level. Honour
>that.
yeah, i almost got wiped out by not seeing this, but if i didn't go there, i
might not have learned that i was not effectively supporting myself. live
and learn.
>There are some stories... but it really feels to me, like you are in
>great shape. If anything, it might help to make peace with your >feminine
>sensitivity and receptivity. It is a gift, and your >resistance to that is
>part of the cause of difficulty. It is like >your fem side wants to make
>love to everybody and your male side >wants her to be faithful. There is a
>middle path.
>
> Blessings!
>
lol!!! wiping tears too.
thank you for your words of support. that has been a fairly rare experience
over the history of my life, to be affirmed. this was a healing experience
for me. i like to notice and give thanks when it happens.
love offerings,
laura
"Life isn't a beautiful balance, it is a chaotic miracle"
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