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To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/05/08 17:00
Subject: Re: [K-list] Digest Number 984
From: Shellelr

On 2002/05/08 17:00, Shellelr posted thus to the K-list:

In a message dated 5/8/2002 12:24:18 PM Eastern Daylight Time,
K-list writes:

> My father was emotionally/verbally abusive, extremely volatile and out of
> control with his anger. It led me to internalize a lot of crap that I
> eventually got out through spiritual/psychological growth practices.

Hey, my Dad, too, Paula! Now he's a born-again Christian and very nice to
me, tells me he loves me, asks my forgiveness a lot, etc. Sometimes he'll
send me some awful fundie rant that someone sent him, but otherwise, he's
generally much more pleasant. Happily I had already gone through a coupla
years of clinical depression and therapy about him and had mostly forgiven
him anyway before his big transformation. So his changing was just icing on
the cake. I don't have to pretend to forgive him just because he's nicer.

Good to know another "dramatic," macabre child. :0) Oh, what does it all
mean?

Shelle


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