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Recieved: 2002/05/07 18:49
Subject: [K-list] K-List Childhood
From: Paula

On 2002/05/07 18:49, Paula posted thus to the K-list:

Hi, all,
I just read Shelle's post and I'm amazed at how similar we seem. I, too, was a very serious and solitary child. Quiet, but had a lot going in inside. I was endlessly making up stories and acting. I did theater in school (and some more recently), and always thought I was special somehow. I was fascinated by reincarnation by the age of 10 and also read horror stories like crazy. I knew that spirit mattered, but didn't think church did. (Still don't, not for me.) My father was emotionally/verbally abusive, extremely volatile and out of control with his anger. It led me to internalize a lot of crap that I eventually got out through spiritual/psychological growth practices. I grew up in a rural town, practically lived in the woods during my adolescence, but am not really a nature girl. I always had this endless capacity for make-believe (usually dramatic grown-up stuff, even at age 5, my parents would have been shocked). I was also very ready to placate everyone. I'd do things to be my sister's sweetie-pie without a second thought.

Birth stuff: 3 months premature, born weight 2#11oz. Lowest weight: 2# 2 oz. They didn't think I was going to live, but I was by golly!

Gotta go, my computer is making funny noises.
Paula

I'd love to try to do the shared dream thing sometime.


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