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Recieved: 2002/05/07 16:42
Subject: Re: [K-list] Mrs. kundalini
From: kat
On 2002/05/07 16:42, kat posted thus to the K-list:
Forwarded at Kaleb's request...
----- Original Message -----
From: "kalebket" <zoomazangATnospamhotmail.com>
To: "kat" <jworkman5618ATnospamrogers.com>
Sent: Tuesday, May 07, 2002 1:37 PM
Subject: Re: [K-list] Mrs. kundalini
> she definitely has the ability to speak openly and loudly to me through
> various ways - in my head, through my own mouth, using my voice,
> etc....she does it occasionally enough - its not that she cant - she
> chooses not to answer my questions basically...so many would say to
> this - 'well its her choice'...and it is of course - but it creates a
> dissonance in me that there is a spiritual being that is existing in me
> in some way, playing with my emotions and brain chemistry and not
> revealing herself to me....it is like as if I came and lived in your
> house, and you knew I was there and I left little notes around the
> house and moved your furniture around and ate the food out of your
> refrigerator, but you could never catch me and I wouldn't tell you who
> I was - wouldnt you be upset? - most people will blindly accept that
> kundalini-ma is living with them and not question her - she does
> benefit me in many ways and I adore her personally - but this issue
> creates a dissonance in me - not that big of a dissonance - and I am
> mainly playing with this issue by posting my questions and issues - I
> am also challenging people here on the list to challenge the existing
> paradigm - to 'question authority' in a way - to question
> kundalini....I did the same thing a few months ago in another post -
> which received little reply - maybe most people are happy to have
> kundalini in them (I really am too actually) - I just think we can
> evolve to a higher relationship with her - of course nothing works
> without her consent - but maybe if more and more people wanted the same
> thing then we would all get it - I believe that she is the fount of
> spiritual knowledge - I think she knows how it all works - I want
> access to her library basically - and I am trying to edge my way in and
> get it - so again maybe if we had more of a group consensus going she
> would change for us - I know that she does not mind if I demand more
> info from her - I have been doing it for years - it is a delightful
> little game between us...its all good fun.
>
> K
> --- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., "kat" <jworkman5618ATnospamr...> wrote:
> > Hi Keleb
> >
> > I use questions that only require a yes and no. Try that. To test it,
use a
> > question with an obvious yes answer, then an obvious no answer. Listen
for
> > slight changes in the frequency of vibration. When dealing with an
energetic
> > being, often they speak their own language, which comes as a frequency
of
> > vibration.
> >
> > Could be you are just missing the conversation. Could be she is silent.
> >
> > Be great
> > Kat
> >
> > > I have been living with kundalini shakti for a number of years now,
> > > and also trying to dialogue with her on various subject
> > > matters...basically she really doesn't tell much in the way of
> > > anything I ask...seems to be very secretive indeed. I am trying to
> > > figure out if that is the way she treats everyone. Does anyone else
> > > out there actively dialogue with kundalini and get any real
> > > responses? Usually she will only spout my own beliefs back at me...I
> > > have since pinned her down to that game and requested that she
> > > not do that - so now she pretty much will not say anything -
> > > although she interacts very lovingly with me in many ways and I
> > > have much respect and devotional adoration towards her...I am
> > > finding that I still feel like there could be something more to the
> > > relationship....if I meditate she certainly helps me out in that
arena,
> > > and I of course appreciate that....and she truly is a companion and
> > > friend that is always there -but I guess that I am trying to say that
> > > the relationship is still very perplexing - I have never been so close
> > > to another intelligent being and yet so far away - she is in me all
> > > day in all kinds of ways - moving with me almost as one with me -
> > > but my actual knowledge of her is limited - again she doesn't tell
> > > me anything about herself - even to questions such as 'can I
> > > improve our relationship?' 'what is your purpose?' or 'is there any
> > > special goal that I can aim for in my relationship with you?' which
> > > are met with silence - I guess I find it hard in my self to just let
her
> > > be and accept things as they are...my weakness and problem
> > > perhaps - my addiction to knowing -but essentially I am looking for
> > > new and improved ways to relate to her presence in me - and
> > > finding no solutions between her and me I am seeking out in the
> > > community - because I know that everyone has their own special
> > > relationship with the kundalini, so i am trying to get some more
> > > ideas - just for the hell of it....in all probability the best thing
for
> > me
> > > to do would to not seek that which is offered to me, but knowing this
> > > I seek anyways...so any ideas that people could share such as
> > > goals, relationship styles, practices, etc. are appreciated.
> > >
> > > Kaleb
> > >
> > >
> >
>
>
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