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Recieved: 2002/05/03 09:54
Subject: [K-list] Question for all
From: Stormymouse25

On 2002/05/03 09:54, Stormymouse25 posted thus to the K-list:

Ok hello I am in a bit of a trying time for me and could really use some support desperately I could just cry here is what is going on and please tell me I am going to be just fine I am hoping that this is just another phase. Well the intensity is actually worse than when I was first awakend my body is burning this has been going on for a couple of weeks but every day it intensifies it is actually my spine and back are so hot and sore and the hotflashes these I had before and can deal with but the new symptoms are the real shock the energy is so agressive and really concentrating on my head and neck and upper chest I feel this constant sickening electric feeling in these areas I cant do anything without making the energy go haywire any more even sitting at the computer does it. I also seem to be in a bit of depression and I am having more spiritual experiences, the energy in my head is overwhelming at times and it really is understandable how people ? there sanity because I am at one of those points where I say to myself Oh my God am I going to survive am I going to make it through this the fears that I have worked so hard to get rid of are back and the confidence I have tried to gain is gone I just feel so helpless some days I just want to be a normal person dont get me wrong deep inside I wouldnt give it back and I do cherish the oppertunity to be in this situation cuz I know it is special but it is also my secret that I cant tell anyone or they will think I am a nut job that makes it even harder no one could understand I am really trying to be strong there are so many confident people on this list do you ever get scared I know it took me a while to work through the initial changes when it all started and then I was fine so maybe as soon as the major work is done I will be ok agian and confident and happy. I thank you all and am sorry but I really guess I needed to get my fears out I just dont have anyone else to talk to.
Love and Light and Lots of hope,
Kristena


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