To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/04/30 11:17
Subject: [K-list] Re: Kundalini story and questions for all
From: el_bombastico256

Whenever i do grounding before i go to sleep, i always get that
experience when i'm half asleep, but just as i'm about to really get
into it when my body begins to kind of paralyze, my whole body jerks
and i'm wide awake, this will happen about 3 times before i actually
get to sleep, i'm trying to get it not to jerk, i bet it would be
cool to see what happens.

Hope thats helpful, peace

> ***START STORY
> Without any purpose or goal of doing so I would daily go to my
room, which
> is a sort of fortress of solitude for me, and sit or lay on my bed
or beside
> it, where I would simply 'be'. I would just be there. Thats it.
Just "be".
> Slowly I would 'remove the chatter from my mind', but not in a
straining
> effort enduced way. Following that my breath would become
increasingly
> subtle and almost nonexistant. One day while doing this I was
pushed into a
> state of wakefulness (like being slapped for dosing off in church?)
yet I
> lay as motionless and breathless as moments ago. My body was
completely out
> of my grasp. Frozen and immobile in every sense. Even my eyelids
wouldnt
> move despite my efforts. Frighteningly I could not hear my
heartbeat, and I
> don't believe I was even breathing, or both were so subtle I could
not
> notice them. Interestingly, although my eyelids were nearly shut
(not
> completly) I had a full view of my surroundings as if i were not
peering
> through holes in my head (eyes) but instead looking out from the
top. After
> a few moments of this somewhat frightening immobility and
awareness, I began
> to feel increasingly strong 'buzzing' sensations through my spine,
which is
> what now makes me wonder of the connection to Kundalini energies.
The high
> frequency vibration continued and grew, especially within my head.
In fact I
> remember on one occassion which was the strongest of them all, my
toungue
> stretched and made strange movements within my mouth without my
doing so.
> Every time at about that point, with the buzzing strong in my head,
I would
> become so frightened my heart rate would increase and I would
gradually
> resume normal breathing as the buzzing slowly died and left.
>
> If I attempted to return to this state, it took nearly no effort.
Only a few
> moments of 'clearing the chatter from the mind' again. Most times I
became
> concerned and got up from my resting place and went to do something
active
> or something to make my body and mind feel more 'full of chatter'.
> ***END STORY

http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/kindex.htm

DISCLAIMER!

---

Home | Archive Index | Search the archives | Subscribe

K.  List FAQ | Kundalini FAQs | Signs and  Symptoms | Awakening Experiences | K. list Polls | Member Essays | Meditations | List Topics | Art Gallery | Cybrary | Sitemap | Email the moderators.

Feel free to submit any questions you might have about what you read here to the Kundalini mailing list moderators, and/or the author (if given). Specify if you would like your message forwarded to the list. Please subscribe to the K-list so you can read the responses.

All email addresses on this site have been spam proofed by the addition of ATnospam in place of the symbol.

All posts publicly archived with the permission of the people involved. Reproduction for anything other than personal use is prohibited by international copyright law. ©

This precious archive of experiential wisdom is made available thanks to sponsorship from Fire-Serpent.org.

URL: http://www.kundalini-gateway.org/klist/k2002/k200201927.html