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Recieved: 2002/03/27 13:48
Subject: Re: [K-List] Attitudes towards a mate
From: Soitpp

On 2002/03/27 13:48, Soitpp posted thus to the K-list:

I just had some more thoughts on relationships. Just as I was ready to throw
away all my past ways of behaving I saw myself falling into another trap..
giving away *too* much. It truly is a balancing act isn't it. In the past I
tried to stay super-grounded thinking that was the right thing to do. But it
turned out I was being selfish, hoarding myself for myself. I was ready to
walk out on the best thing that ever happened to me, my girlfriend Elisen,
just so I could have myself all to myself. Turned out that was a terrible
mistake and I was hurting Elisen needlessly. So I did a turn around,..
decided to give myself to Elisen instead. The exact opposite of what I was
doing. And now I see myself rushing headlong into another dry gultch. I
stepped into the shower today and it was freezing! More uncomfortable than
normal reminding me I let myself become ungrounded again. So it's off to this
crazy balancing act but I sure am feeling good about it. The prospects are
looking good. Staying grounded yet giving myself to Elisen at the same time
sounds fantastic. I think I'm ready for it, and whatever may come next.
 More to come,
  aaron


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