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Recieved: 2002/03/21 03:18
Subject: [K-list] Dyslexic Spirituality
From: Christopher Wynter
On 2002/03/21 03:18, Christopher Wynter posted thus to the K-list:
I fully understand that not everybody will be ready to read what I
am writing here - I know that for a long time, I wasn't ready to
hear what I was trying to tell me - and even now, sometimes, there
is a reaction comes from the shadows that are still within me.
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The biggest blockage to finding the Spiritual Heart Point and the
point of Infinite Wisdom lies just below the throat. Actually, it is
in the region of the Thymus. On the spine it is between the vertebrae
T3-T4, where, for some people there is a pad of gristle or fat -
the start of the "dowager's hump".
This is the stone that must be rolled away from the front of the
cave. It is the "mill stone" around the collective necks of all of
Humanity who has a belief system based in Monotheism - or "One
God".
This millstone is composed of words - words that were impressed
into the body of the child before the age of 7 years.
These are the words that lead to all problems with the Thyroid in
later life, the words that lead to all Hormonal Problems. If we had
problems with our Tonsils as children, these are the words that
caused them. If we have problems with our sexuality, or our
reproductive system in general, these are the Key words which are
the start of the dis-order and are stopping its healing.
If we have a weight problem around our hips, bum and upper thighs,
this mass of fat is where we have unconsciously stored all of the
emotions and reactions our childhood knowing had to these words.
These are the words that are found in the centre
of every cancerous tumour.
They are the words that lead to all inner conflict
and its reflection to us in the outside world.
How many people read the spiritual writings - even web pages and
posts to various discussion lists in the hope of finding some clues
to "Salvation" - or for a panacea to the turmoil within.
I wonder how many people see the dichotomy in these writing. On the
surface, most are a "nice piece" with all of the "correct words and
language" - yet, through the dyslexic brain, the body will react to
every key word.
For example - the moment you use the word "salvation" the opposite
exists - sin. The same for "Saviour" .. and so it goes on.
Because of the body conditioning, it is PHYSIOLOGICALLY IMPOSSIBLE
to find the Essence of Love if the words that comprise this
millstone are not removed from the vocabulary.
Perhaps the hardest thing for me to do was to put away the books
and stop reading. Books, especially the Bible and most western
translations of Easter Mysticism are coded in Emotional Blackmail
and are the direct source of our needing "salvation".
The way the mind/body works, to equate this Jesus with Love and
then try to find this "Love" is to continue the rest of the parable
and get crucified. Our body holds the memory of this picture in
sound and symbol.
We have been taught since we were very little about Love. But, what
memory does our body hold of the expressions of Love as taught to
us by our peers, shown to us by example, and unconsciously
expressed to us in the silent energies that our peers put out -
which we saw.
Every time we use the word Love -
no matter what the dyslexic mind thinks is the meaning
of this word, the 90% of the brain that we do not use -
the rest of our body holds the memories
of our childhood impressions ..
and so it is with Salvation, the Bible, Jesus - and God.
The Sinner Who Needs Saving
is in fact the personality that has been moulded from a life-time
of conditioning by parents, society, peer groups and religion - the
personality which was created from the emotional blackmail of
original sin.
If you weren't born in original sin, would you need saving? Who was
it told you that you were a sinner. Who was it told you that you
had to do "this or that" in order to be saved?
Those people who taught you about "god" - do you remember how you
reacted to or responded to them as a child? These are the
vibrations surrounding the use of these words to the body.
If, as an innocent child, you rebelled against the Bible, Jesus,
the concept of Love, Sin, Salvation, God - and the people who tried
to "shove this stuff down your neck"
then this is what your body will do now -
every time these words are used by you -
or by anyone to you ..
In your dyslexic state,
you will continue to shatter the silence of the Null Point you
knew as a child as you tear the words to shreds looking for
that silence -
thus repeating the pattern - and jamming all of the thoughts,
feelings and emotions down there, under that millstone -
which is located in the centre of the cross you had to wear as
the external sign of your spirituality.
This is your ego.
Underneath,
when the stone is rolled away,
when God is dead,
when Love holds no meaning
Then you will see the hidden meanings in the Bible, and the
metaphor contained in the stories of not only Jesus - but in all of
the other archetypes.
When you can put away all of the "Great Books",
then and only then will you be able to start reading
The Greatest Book of All ..
which contains all memory back to the creation of the planet,
all wisdom, all experience, all knowledge ..
and you can't buy it or "download it" or borrow it ..
for it is the 90% of the mind you deny through your dyslexic state
and it is buried under the millstone of Spiritual Words.
This is the book of YOUR Body ..
and only YOU can write it.
In the meantime, if you must read the "Spiritual Texts" - or spend
your time searching for comfort from the words of others, just
consider that in most (if not all cases) they are stepping stones
along the path of UNDOING all of the things that you have been taught
is "the way it is"
The only pathway to the "Heart of the Matter" is to release all and
every belief which is part of the limiting Matrix of what people call
"Spirituality" - and all attachments to Masters and Gurus - even God.
Christopher Wynter
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