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Recieved: 2002/03/08 10:13
Subject: Re: Ego....[K-list] Re: sinuses
From: Bryan

Hi Susan

Yes, you can use anger in that way. I came around a corner one day ( K was
just waking ) to see a drunk , harassing a young girl collecting donations
outside a liqueur store. I was very ill and weak but could not allow this to
happen. I said to him," Leave the child alone! " and he immediately
challenged me as his two friends flanked me. I started to watch their hands
out of the corner of my eyes-- fearing knifes--and being out numbered and
easily physically overpowered.As he started to become aggressive and in my
face, this power took over me and I started to vibrate.My voice resonated
with power as I repeated " Leave the child alone." He was very drunk and
challenging , but his buddies sensed the spiritual power and became very
agitated and started apologizing for their friend, saying ( with fear)"
Just be cool man, just be cool. " They were in fear and I was outnumbered! I
just kept repeating" I Am being cool; man,I Am being cool," very calmly but
powerfully.
I knew that they could kill me on the spot, but the higher self was
operating and was less concerned for my physical safety than with doing the
right thing.
They ushered their friend away amid apologies and when the child thanked me
I just said," You don't have to take that you know." and left her with the
thought.
Very powerful, Very rewarding, very good feeling---very right.

Bryan
----- Original Message -----
From: "Siskam" <k>
To: <K-list >; "lionessbleu1"
<divine_goddessATnospamhotmail.com>
Sent: Friday, March 08, 2002 3:55 AM
Subject: Re: Ego....[K-list] Re: sinuses

> Susan said:
>
> > Those who know me best on this list know I have one big honkin' ego. In
> fact, the more aware I get the bigger it gets. The nice thing is the
bigger
> it gets the more subservient it becomes to Self.
>
> - Yes! This is what I'm finding. Certain things I'm getting better at
> switching on and off eg. anger. I have a great reserve of this which
isn't
> troubling me in the ways it used to BUT say if some guy was following me
> when I was walking at night, I feel I'd be able to just turn on that anger
> and frighten the hell of him, then just switch it off again and carry on
> walking ho ho! Well in theory...
> >
> > Thank goodness for my wonderful ego. Let us be greatful for our egos
> instead of trying to diminish them.
>
> - absolutely!
>
> Siska.
> >
>

>
>
>

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