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Recieved: 2002/02/17 15:36
Subject: Re: [K-list] love and emotions.....
From: Bryan
On 2002/02/17 15:36, Bryan posted thus to the K-list:
my experience is similar. they are unfamiliar with this type of pure love
and through their conditioning, over the years, generally equate love with
attachment or, worse sex. I have had several unwanted sexual advancements
because of this and they are not easy to fend off without hurting feelings
or resentments developing. what I find I have to do is keep a healthy
distance from these types and from normies in general.
I find normies limited view of things really hard to be around and the more
I'm exposed to them the more I feel that this is stifling my growth. besides
they can be kind to your face really cruel behind your back, they don't
understand and their denial is not worth trying to break through
I have a problem of not being able to turn off my energy flow when I'm out
and about and I end up getting sucked dry.
I find that the less I have to deal with them the better.
just learning
----- Original Message -----
From: "Mia" <meeradjiATnospamsprint.ca>
To: "kundalinigroup" <K-list >
Sent: Sunday, February 17, 2002 1:22 PM
Subject: [K-list] love and emotions.....
> .....seems to be my day for asking questions today.....
> sorry about that.....
> did somebody manage to explain to a " normal" person the difference
between
> " love" and love......<g>
> i mean.......
> people feel love from me, through me........
> and then they expect me to be in love with them and i'm not..........
> i mean......i'm not in this emotional kind of roundabout with
them..........
> but to them, love and emotion is the same......
> they don't know love without emotions........
> ....
> i do remember this time when i identified love with emotion and the more
> emotion - i thought- the more love
> by now it' s two totally different things for me.
>
> And sure, there is emotional love, but that's not the love i feel for
those
> people......
> in a way......i don't " feel" at all........ i'm only shining.......
>
> and then they are getting confused. They feel " love" from me, but i'm not
> attached to them....not waiting for them to call or to write......
> i'm not missing them...... there is no longing and no desire and no wishes
> or imagination attached for me......
> and i cannot explain this fact to them. To them it looks like i'm "
> cold"....but at the same time they feel love coming from me to them.....
> quite often they start attacking, because they want to me react " human"
and
> " human" means" emotion" to them.........
> i'm sure some of you know this scenario....... how do you handle it? Are
you
> trying to explain? Or did you give up explaining?
> Are you staying in the company of those who are in the same boat and no
> explanation is needed?
> Are you able to be " close" to " normal" people nevertheless?
>
> the communication becomes so difficult ......
> i often feel, i can much easier communicate with a dolphin or a tree, with
> the wind or the universe than i can with " normal" people.......
> love to all
> mia
>
>
>
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