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To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/02/02 13:25
Subject: Re: [K-list] Fw: Can anyone relate?
From: Druout


On 2002/02/02 13:25, Druout posted thus to the K-list:

Dear Isis,

Welcome to the K list! :)) Glad to meet an Indigo Child "in person" :))

I think losing the "joy" part of K awakening is one of the more painful
experiences we go through. It is always there, however! we just aren't
always aware of it.

The vibrations and kriyas are common, of course. The vibrations can
sometimes be re-interpreted as joy. :))

Have you tried Hatha Yoga or other physical disciplines to help the energy
flow freely? Sometimes any exercise helps to increase the seratonin levels
in the body/brain.

Again, welcome!

Love, Hillary

In a message dated 2/1/2002 3:54:57 PM Pacific Standard Time, Isis writes:

> For as long as I can remember I have had access to my unconscious mind and
> have recieved messages from different spirit entities including "The
> council" which told me several times during my childhood that I was
> "preparing." I have also been able to decipher dreams easily, different
> archetypes I am embodying at any given moment, and have remembered and felt
> > countless past and possibly future lives.
>snip

> I realized in a very tangible way that the sole point of living was for the
> experience and the absence of right/wrong, good/bad depressed me. I also
had
> > various "enlightenment" experiences and one so beautiful I was
overwhelmed
> with joy and couldn't stop crying. It was at that time that I was
introduced
> > to two terms: "Indigo child" and "Kundalini"
> > I am now almost 22 and for the last 2 years I have been pretty miserable.
> With the exception of having met my soul partner, who is now my husband and
> > also having Kundalini symptoms, I have been constantly bombarded by past
> life emotions and memories, core issues at their most elemental level,
> physical pain, spaciness, vibrating "kriyas", spontaneous movements and
> sounds, itching, exhaustion, and many more symptoms. To make matters worse
I
> have not had access to the joy and awarness of beauty that has rewarded me
> in my pursuit of self awareness. I feel as if I am trapped in the womb
> again, but this time with my ego in tact.
> > I know this is a temporary experience but after two years of feeling
weird
> and even more isolated then I did previously I am loking for others who
> share some aspect of my experience.


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