To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/01/24 15:43
Subject: Re: [K-list] Protection - Confused
From: LK

this is an incredible essay, thank the Source and the Consent and your
unique VocalChords and my Listening.

i remember my first conscious speculation on the one and the many as a young
child, and how my friend was riding a bicycle in front of me to school on
her little flowered boat seat schwinn, and i wondered what the road was like
from her perspective 5 seconds ahead of me, not in time but in space? the
two collapsed, and that in wondering, perhaps i could be riding her bike
with her being and mine at the same time in both places, and how could there
be 2 let alone countless, or better yet, how could i only be 1?? the fault
was with the "only".

and yet, from the realm of duality, I appreciate your voice Angelique: where
I draw strength, teaching and healing in seeing myself reflected, remembered
and discovered in the words and beings of others who help me find my way to
myself through my own looking (that i know is my own but often forget)...I
guess that I find duality to be merciful in guiding me to Self-Realization
through the compassionate gaze of myself looking or listening to others
giving me helping hands when I get stuck (and versa viced), always amazed at
their generosity, (momentary reflection: shouldn't i become more amazed at
my generosity toward myself even when it is received through the beings of
others??)

perplexing, in duality it is true that they are generous when i am stuck
while the gratitude of multiplicity spills forth from me, while in
non-duality it is true that I am not me and you are not you and the
interplay of both is the grace of God-dess like puzzle pieces shaping to
meet each other except i am not one piece or the other, and yet there is
still gratitude.

that i am both dual and non-dual at the same time, when the latter contains
the former like the reflective gems of the web of Indra (i think?), what a
trip, that I am a gem reflecting all others contained within the reflection
looking at itself, HA, a self appreciating gem

geeez louiiise, i am afraid of cold even if it is not evil, says my inner
cat sleeping by the radiator,

love,
laura k

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