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Recieved: 2002/01/23 08:04
Subject: [K-list] Protection - Confused
From: Keith Chapman

On 2002/01/23 08:04, Keith Chapman posted thus to the K-list:

Hi all,
   Just confused on this matter. When I first got into this (and I'm still
really new) I was always being warned... "Always protect yourself... evil
spirits can get you... yadda yadda." It felt really weird at first to
protect myself, cause I wasn't afraid that an evil spirit COULD get me.
Just didn't feel it there... but I followed their advice and it's like
second nature to imagine the white light surround me and protect me.
   Now Mystress, during the tea party you said that it was holding me
back... or that something was, and that protecting myself could have been
it. I do your grounding visualization often, and it's just confusing at
this one part now...

" that is the perimeter of your aura,
  two feet above your head
  and three feet below your feet
  making it complete and sealed against all harm.

  A force field bubble shielding you."

   So what do I do? From the tea party I got that if I protect myself is
shows an inner fear by feeling the need for protection. I must say not
protecting myself feels really good for some reason... rather than being
nervous and scared. But lately I've realized I've been real "all or
nothing" with things... perhaps there are times I should and should not
protect myself. I'm curious if you could guide me in anyway possible with
this matter. Also if I do have to start switching it off and on for
different circumstances, would you have any tips on how to control it?

  I also wanted to say that what you told me to say, I don't remember it
word for word (my poor memory) but it was something like, "Take these
blocks and fears away Goddess, Receive them as a gift." I really like that
and use it during meditation as relaxation, but it also increases the
grounding... I don't really know how to explain it. Er, I've gone on a
while here. Think I'll stop and breathe. Thank you.

Peace and Serenity,
   Keith

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