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Recieved: 2002/01/22 08:20
Subject: RE: [K-list] Re: suicide stuff
From: Yolanda
On 2002/01/22 08:20, Yolanda posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Susan:
What a wonderful, helpful and wise post. !!!!
Thank you
Much love
Yolanda
> We can never run or flee from our problems. We might relieve the stress of
them for a little while, make it a little manageable, but we can never run
and hide from the problems we have in the world. They will come back and
often larger in scope because they are warning signs of an internal
breakdown and disorder.
>
> Why is that? We are the creators of our problems. Wherever I run and go I
take my own unique problems with me. There is no grass is greener on the
other side of the fence. We are such powerful creators we will create those
problems all over again to manifest wherever we go in life. Your life is a
reflection of your internal belief systems. Your belief systems create the
world you live in. (oh my, holy Matrix, Batman).
>
> This is where the paradox of suicide comes in. We kill ourselves to escape
our problems. There is something not logical about that. The creator kills
himself to escape his creation. A god with a healthy self image at least
will kill or destroy his creation and then start anew, with a clean canvas
or new materials. If it doesn't work again, destroy it and start over again.
A true god would never think of killing himself because his creation was
crappy. :) How ungodlike for a god knows the difference between himself and
his creation. He is not his creation although his creation is of him.
>
> Unfortunately, humans are masters at creating in their lives what they
don't want rather than what they do want. The bright side in this is they
can relearn and retrain themselves to create what they want. The sad thing
is most people have not a clue what they really want in their life or what
that looks like so their lives reflect this mismash of unfocused
concentration, weak, watery, no joy or passion.
>
> The world of work is evil and has no meaning at all because you believe it
to be so. My perception of the world is I am at play in it's fields. You and
I can have the same job, same life circumstances and I respond differently
because I perceive life differently.
>
> One of the biggest secrets of life is one I say over and over again and no
one hears it but yet it is key to understanding ourselves and our world.
>
> That big secret is: Life is meaningless. Yep, it is true. You heard it
here first. You don't have to figure that out for yourself. But this is a
wonderful piece of info but people never take the next big leap and
see...Yes, life is meaningless...AND...Life has only the meaning I give to
it.
>
> My question to you would be what is it about you that is meaningless? What
is your own value in your eyes? Do you not see this beautiful, wonderful,
lovely God being looking into your eyes when you look into your mirror in
the morning? That is what I see when I look at you. I know that is who I am.
I know who you are, do you? If you don't see this wonderful image of
perfection when you look into your own eyes then it is time to discover
where the gap between illusion and reality begins and close it.
>
> I mentioned in another post about healing we must learn to love God/dess
Self with our own hearts, minds, body and soul. Then it follows to love our
neighbors as ourselves. We can't love our neighbors with any degree of
respect or tender regard than we give ourselves regardless how we think we
are loving them. It truly is only counterfeit love...not authentic or
genuine.
>
> Krishnamurti: "The moment you have in your heart this
> extraordinary thing called love and feel the depth, the delight, the
> ecstasy of it, you will discover that for you the world is transformed."
>
> So here is another example of tough love...more like a swift kick in the
ass.
>
> Love yourself truely, gently, deeply and with passion. Honor yourself.
> Be gentle with yourself. Treat yourself with the respect for the god you
truly are.
>
> Once you are awakened by kundalini your problems don't go away. Oh
no..they magnify and intensify exponentially until you start screaming, "I
surrender! I surrender all!" Don't expect Kundalini to melt away your
problems...it just makes the mirror which you look into your soul much more
focused, intensified by the Divine...it points out that which does not
resonate with the Divine and brings pressure upon you to clean that out.
Once you are starting to get clean on the inside...then the outside, your
life, will reflect the newness of your heart and spirit.
>
> You probably won't even hear half of what I write here. We can only retain
what we are ready to receive. I can only hope you prove me wrong.
>
> If you copy this post I just wrote and diligently begin to reflect on what
I have written, just these concepts will transform your life and save you a
lot of time and money spent in therapy and mood changing alternatives.
>
> It is a beginning for you, not the ending.
>
> Susan
>
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