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Recieved: 2002/01/09 10:35
Subject: Re: [K-list] the kundalini process and the spaces between
From: jane tripp
On 2002/01/09 10:35, jane tripp posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Listmembers,
I want to thank Emily and Holly for the advice. It's comforting to know
other people experience the same things. Don't worry about the attempt on my
life, I used to mix linseed oil with paint, so I had that one figured!
Seriously, I used to take flax seed oil, and I still should. I will start
again. I am at present taking St. Johns Wort, and yes, it definitely helps.
One of the problems, and I'm sure many others experience it, is simply
money. 3 out of 4 people in this house have similar problems (ME, Fybro) and
the 4th is not 100% well. Supplements, herbs etc. for all of us at once
becomes excruciating. I have to make decisions about what is needed most and
sometimes I stop taking certain things so we all can get what we need, and I
guess I stopped taking St.John's Wort about a year ago as my son got sicker
so he could have stuff, but I've been on it again for about 2 weeks out of
desperation. I have to be on it for about 3 months to see a real difference.
It does help with PMS if I can take it continually, easing depression and
really heavy feelings, but no joy yet! I have taken Tryptophan several
times, mainly to be able to sleep. I had to stop taking melatonin as it made
me even more awake. Apparently, some people have too much melatonin and
can't sleep. They take melatonin supplements to help, assuming they are not
producing enough, and it makes it even worse. I think that happened to me.
Not sleeping runs in the family. If I could, I'd be up most of the night and
sleep longer in the day. We're doing a lot of juicing lately. One thing that
really helps if I can afford them are the mineral supplements and monatomics
that Rev. Bruce Curtis supplies (no heavy metals etc.) It's well worth
checking out: http://www.pureganic.com/
If I could I'd have myself and my family on these all the time.
I probably have disassociated myself from my body somewhat. I suffered from
very low self esteem as a child due to family problems, and I suffer from
that most useless of emotions, guilt, often for no good reason. Faith is a
problem. I believe, but that is different from having faith. I feel belief
is an intellectual thing (does anyone agree?), Faith is spiritual. I am well
aware that intellect will get me precisely nowhere! I've just got to find
the 'faith switch' and turn it on!
I'm not new to the list, but thanks for the welcome. I have just been
lurking, trying to learn, and not feeling I had much to contribute. I
appreciate your warmth and caring.
By the way, in response to Brian, I too hear noises as I fall asleep. I am
brought wide awake again by what sound like huge crashes, as though
something massive has been dropped. I have sleep paralysis too, but only in
the morning. When in this state I hear conversations, music etc., and even
get attacked sometimes. I believe that SP is a launching point for lucid
dreaming and/or OBE's, so I feel it is a chance to act conciously in other
dimensions. Even though it can be scary, I am glad I have it and consider it
an opportunity.
Love to all,
Jane T.
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