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Recieved: 2002/01/08 10:28
Subject: [K-list] seeing with eyes closed
From: mediaone

I was just reading Jane's post and was struck by what she said about seeing
the room around her with her eyes closed, especially in a dark room. I have
been noticing this in myself for some time, and often then squeeze my eyes
tightly shut, because I become very confused about whether my eyes are open
or closed. It's a bit disorienting, and really challenges my sense of
reality. Haven't given it a lot of thought because I think I keep pushing
the memory of it away the next day.

Also, I have been experiencing CFS and fibromyalia symptoms for 16 years,
and went through a stage several years ago when the soles of my feel hurt
terribly, especially when I arose from bed. I would feel like I was walking
on knives and wouldl have to hobble around until the pain eased.

I have to agree with Mystress Angelique about another post regarding prana
squiggles. They are much more visible and active around living things
(although I do see some around "inanimate" objects) and do seem to exist
outside of my eyeball environment.

One more thing: I was reading Mystress Angelique's K site about the Divine
Beloved within, and immediately connected this with an experience I had in
the midst of my K awakening in college-- I was sitting up in bed and feeling
drowsy and happened to pose the question to myself, I wonder what it's like
to be completely in love with someone? I felt myself having the energy
surges that usually preceded an OBE or some other kind of K-related
phenomenon, and found myself having the following vision: I was in a garden
with a man and I completely loved this man. I felt a love for him that was
so intense that I couldn't distinguish the difference between his love for
me and my love for him. I remember having the thought or sense, "we are
one" and just feeling this ecstatic love that was so tangible that I could
feel it throughout my body (even in my legs--which astounded me when I "woke
up"). I could never understand what that experience was about until I read
Angelique's information about the lover within. Has anyone else had an
experience like that?

Elizabeth

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