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Recieved: 2002/01/06  13:12  
Subject: [K-list] K K K Koo Koo 
From: Ed
  
On 2002/01/06  13:12, Ed posted thus to the K-list:  
>I wonder, can we teach people to cherish their dark night, their 
>insanity? My dark night comes in spurts and cycles. It has nothing to 
>do with feeling separate from god but reuniting myself with my Self. 
>The period I went through when I healed my perceived separation from 
>the divine feels like a picnic in the park compared to the reunion 
>with my Self which reveals itself in layers to me. I have the 
>intellectual acknowledgement of this but making it experiential and 
>the details in my life is now the primary demanding road I travel now. 
> 
>Be well, 
>Susan
 
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Hi Susan, 
Dear Friends of the deranged, 
:-)
 
Are you comfortable? Do you make others comfortable? 
Some people are comfortable with discomfort and madness . . . 
The different layers of the shell (trust me I am a crustacean - we molt) 
are not real. 
They are subjective experiences. 
Is a dream, vision, hallucination of VALUE - of course! 
The value and understanding and experiential knowledge 
may be greater than 'objective' experiences. 
However let us make Light of our demons . . . 
Shadows are not our dwelling they are contractions of spirit. 
They can as many people here know and you acknowledge be very intense. 
Irrationality and ignorance are part of the human condition. 
Grounding our being takes many forms (physical effort for example). 
I would suggest that our madness is placated in 
calming and aiding those more crazy than us. 
In my case I just have to look harder 
to see Nothing unusual . . .
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Cuckoo Lobster
 
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 The richer - that is, the more varied and complete - the individual's  
emotional life, the less is he driven to projection, and the more will he  
incline to identification. His outlet and satisfaction comes in identifying  
himself with the emotions of the other. On the other hand, the narrower and  
more restricted the individual's emotional life, the more intense will be  
his fewer emotions, the less will he be inclined to, and capable of,  
identification - the lack of which he has to compensate for by projection.  
Projection thus proves to be a compensatory mechanism that adjusts for an  
inner lack. Identification, on the other hand, is an expression of  
abundance, of the desire for union, for alliance, for sharing.
 
'Love, Guilt and the Denial of Feelings,' 1927, American Lectures, Otto Rank
 
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"The pain of love, in Sufi master Hazrat Inayat Khan's words, is 'the 
dynamite that breaks open the heart, even if it be as hard as a rock.'  It 
reveals the essential rawness of being human, of reaching for heavenly 
perfection while forever having to grapple with earthly limitations.  Yet 
the heart itself cannot break, or break open, in that its essential nature 
is already soft and receptive.  What *can actually break is the wall around 
the heart, the defensive shield we have constructed to try to protect our 
soft spot, where we feel most deeply affected by life and other people."
 
 
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