To: K-list
Recieved: 2002/01/05 15:15
Subject: Re: [K-list] the kundalini process and the spaces between
From: Magdalene Meretrix
On 2002/01/05 15:15, Magdalene Meretrix posted thus to the K-list:
At 04:07 PM 1/5/02 -0800, L. J. Klinsky wrote:
>I guess I'll leave future responses for the others
>in the group who are far more knowledgeable than I.
>All I can really say is my truth, that I was diagnosed
>with fibromyalgia and all symptoms went away after K awakening.
I apologize for alienating you with my questions. I am a questing being and
will probably always have more questions than answers. My intent was not to
make you feel uncomfortable but to hopefully stimulate some exploration and
dialogue with someone who's been through things similar to, but different
from the things i"ve experienced.
If I hadn't felt that you were welcoming and helpful, I wouldn't have asked
more questions. I'm deeply sorry that they caused you to want to pull away
from me.
>Exercise helped, but working through blocks helped me more.
>We're all different with different experiences; that's what
>makes communication so cool--the differences.
That's where all my questions come from -- I have experienced just enough
that is similar to want to ask the questions, but so much of my experience
has been so very different from what I've been reading in personal accounts
online and here on this list that it's difficult for me to try to
understand or put things into perspective without many questions and
comparisons and considerations and speculations and all that gooey
wonderful stuff that makes some people perk up with delight and others
recoil with discomfort. Please do know that it was not my intent to make
you recoil. That would be foolish since you were the first to extend
friendship and welcoming to me.
>I can relate to analyzing stuff to death and explaining stuff away.
Analyzing does not always equate explaining stuff away. I sometimes forget
that my style of questing is not the same as everyone else's. Then again,
if I don't ask the questions sometimes, I'll never meet the people who are
comfortable with them. It's an ongoing process, as are most things.
>I'm a master champion at it myself. Sometimes it just
>leads to a big circle of confusion. I opt for peace
>instead; it feels prettier.
As you said, we are different. I love being in the thick of a gedanken
exploration. My peace comes from the quest itself, not the point at which I
decide I've found my truth and settle down with it. The most beautiful,
peaceful place for me is on the path of exploration; the adventure of
potential discovery being just around the corner fills me with delight, not
anxiety or adrenaline.
>I wish you only the best.
And I, you. I regret the personality conflict between us and hope that you
will be able to accept that I mean you no harm.
Agape,
M
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