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Recieved: 2002/01/02 09:23
Subject: Re: [K-list] (unknown)
From: Melanie
On 2002/01/02 09:23, Melanie posted thus to the K-list:
daniel tal wrote:
>
> … saw a discovery program on Near Death Experiences. Great thing
> about NDE is that science is finally researching this phenomena.
>
> They are tracking down responses in the brain on how the brain prepares the
> body / mind for death and that the NDE experience is hard wired into us to
> comfort us in our last moments.
From my own experience, it was not the 'proof' of my near death type of
experience that mattered to me at all, it was the simple fact that 'I' became a
different animal in this world entirely!!! Life became ALIVE from that moment
on.
Who I was, and how I loved and lived in this 'reality'???? was transformed in an
INSTANT on January 16 1996 at approx. 9pm....not while meditating, not while
actually nearly dying...but while receiving a 'body treatment' to release old
trauma in a free workshop at a public library non the less! Aethiest became a
being with 'knowingness' of spirituality in the blink of an eye. It was a near
death type of experience because I actually went back to a time and place as a
15 year old girl witnessing my near-death on the operating table many many years
previous. Much too complicated an experience to fully share here. The point
for me was simple. No proof needed. The aftereffects in my life were beyond
astounding. ( albeit the electrical equipment and plethora of instantly burning
out lightbulbs that I have mentioned before, were in peril from my WHACKED out
energy after that.)
>
> Anyway… getting to my point. Do we have a soul? Is their really an
> afterlife. We have spoken of past lives on this list, and their various
> manifestations, of what they might be. All I know is that I have no memory
> of a past before this life.
Nor had I, until I AWOKE in this reality.
My mind had toyed with the idea of past lives...( present lives in alternate
realities...whatever ), but did I actually BELIEVE this stuff?...Nope!
Not until again a personal experience showed me the power of releasing old
trauma trapped and showing itself to me as pain in my body. ( this one had been
a migraine that I chose to work with intensely with various methods of music and
color and accepting its pain unconditionally on my own one night very
intuitively I might add.)
Briefly I will say that it wasn't so much the absolute emotional rememberance
and release of an Asian life that exploded forth (as being a young mother
cradleing my dead baby girl) that I needed proof of it being real...or needing
to share this experience with others...but OTHERS noticed on their own!!! My
own energy had shifted overnight so dramatically that the next day's events with
my own young toddler were undeniably remarkable to even everyone else around
me. My daughter who had up until this point been an obsessively dramatically
clingly child, had at this day at a mom's and tots play group ( a place she was
the most excessively clingy) had chosen all morning to leave my side and play
with the other children for the FIRST time ever!!!!!!!!!!! The other mothers
commented in disbelief at the change in her behaviour overnight. My young
daughter's and my eyes even met at a distance several times, and she just calmly
smiled, not needing anymore to scramble quickly into my arms for comfort and
reassurance that she was safe. Who cares if it was real.....SOMETHING had
healed.
>
> I do not want this to sound morbid, depressing. I know many on this list
> have cultivated, live by their UNSHAKABE FAITH in their god/dess and
> experiences and prayers and well being and love.
No morbidity felt,
Questions are ALWAYS more important than answers. :0)
Love Melanie
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