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Recieved: 2001/12/18 07:46
Subject: [K-list] RE : What to do when you cannot ignore it?
From: Thomas Bradley

Hi Emily,

Your experience sounds familiar to me. In June 1998 while staying at my
parents' house in the country, I had a bedroom visitation. It seemed to
have been as a result of a remote viewing experiment I carried out. Several
entities just appeared to me and talked to me. I held one in my arms, it
put out a wonderful feeling of love and bliss that I felt in my heart. If
everyone could expereince that there would be no conflict in the world.
They were strange - they sort of flitted in and out space, they were
ghost-like and the passage of time means that I no longer know if the
experience was totally real or if it was a result of me projecting it,
hallucinating it. They wanted me to come into the astral with them, I
declined because I didn't want to leave the world. Eventually they left.
The disk of the galaxy that we are edge-on to is the abode of civilisation.
I had had a paranoid predilection for years, the experience was too much for
me, and unfortunately I then spent the next 3 weeks in a real state. A
nightmare, a bit like Tourette's Syndrome, where you try to avoid thinking
about the horrible, but that effort in itself obsessively brings it back to
the forefront of your mind. Assuming the entities were real, they were
friendly. But a couple of days after the situation, I descended into a
paranoid nightmare that only major tranquilisers pulled me out of.

The rape fear you mentioned, that was a major component of the nightmare.
There might be such forces around. But the world goes on, they can't affect
the world, only your mind.

The only things I can suggest are a) do some research on psychic self
defence (e.g the author Dion Fortune) and protection rituals
b) get prescribed major tranquilisers if
necessary, cone off them when you feel strong enough
c) alter the vector of your life so you
steer clear of the astral

I'm sure other people on this list can give you more advice.

Tom

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