To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/12/08 18:26
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: K list intro and EMDR
From: Nick Sandberg

>
In a message dated 12/5/2001 2:52:07 PM Pacific Standard Time,
> nick.sandbergATnospambtinternet.com writes:
>
> > The mad thing is - when i actually
> > fall into the place I'm so totally scared of going to, it's like Bliss!
>
> Dear Nick,
>
> Yeah! :)) It's the fear that always prevents us from experiencing Bliss
as
> our natural state. Just as accepting and "going into" pain often relieves
> it, entering the fear often turns it into its opposite.
>
> Your awakening story is very interesting: [
> www.nick2211.yage.net/kundalini.htm ]
>
> I was especially interested in the following:
>
> "I had progressively been noticing bizarre energy movements apparently at
the
> top of my spine. These typically occurred just before I fell asleep at
night
> and consisted of a light rumbling noise behind the ears, pretty similar to
> the internal noise one sometimes gets when yawning, followed by little
> explosions of light behind my eyes. The light was not bright, just
> noticeable. My eyes would screw up as the movement took place and the
whole
> experience was similar to a yawn. "
>
> This eye thing happens to me too--a sort of "out of focus" explosion
behind
> the eyes. Yours is the only other description I've read about this.
Thanks!
> :))

I got a bit more out of this one eventually. It was a fear reaction. the
energy movements were the stuff I couldn't process at the time. which in
many ways is just what kundalini is for me - the emotions I'm too scared to
have now.

Nick

> Yawning seems to be just one more way in which the energy manifests
itself.
> I'll often wake up in the middle of the night with the energy coursing
though
> me and my breathing patterns curiously forceful. It seems to be connected
to
> Prana (or Lung in Tibetan) which is sometimes defined as the vital wind
> energy upon which "both the vitality of the body and consciousness
depend."
>
> [a strange dream where I seemed to be aboard a boat sandbanked just
outside a
> port. The harbour seemed festooned with mines and I had to attempt to blow
> them up whilst journeying through shark-infested waters. ]
>
> A wonderful example of a K dream! K-ites frequently dream of water and of
> explosions. This dream combines both! :))
>
> Love, Hillary

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