To: K-list 
Recieved: 2001/11/07  08:55  
Subject: Re: [2]  Privacy and unfair play was Re:[2]  [K-list] I SHOULD HAVE SAID food... 
From: Lesley Richardson
  
On 2001/11/07  08:55, Lesley Richardson posted thus to the K-list: Hi guys: 
I'm glad this issue is resting. I'd like to just add a 
comment or two to what Hilary was explaining. This 
list raises issues for every single person who joins 
it. Some leave in a severe huff. Some leave in a 
severe huff and rejoin. But most of us learn that by 
staying here the hidden slivers inside of us will get 
mirrored, revealed, and exorcised. I've certainly been 
a serious beneficiary of that here. 
Sometimes however, the energy of incoming posts is so 
severe in intensity that it literally burns my solar 
plexus area. I can and do protect myself but sometimes 
I get caught unawares because my own goal is to 
eventually let all the energy sift through without any 
ability to effect me. The reason I get caught 
energetically is usually because I am not paying 
sufficient attention so I take responsibility for my 
own reactions. So there are people on this list whose 
posts I never open. I delete them on sight although 
even the sight of a name can make me ill. There have 
been several such posts in the past couple of weeks 
and I for one, appreciate Angelique taking the 
discussion offline so I don't access the crossfire as 
strongly. People who are careless with the angry 
energy threading their posts get called on it pretty 
quickly, usually with a mirror that brings up more of 
the embedded rage, fear, or angst to release it.  
I also wanted to say that there seems to be something 
else afoot because just about everyone I know is 
grouchy, especially people who are usually very 
gentle...so wonder what is going on in the heavens--it 
feels like a Pluto/Saturn combination sitting on 
people's emotions so they are like angry hornets in 
the Fall. 
Love, Lesley
 
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