To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/11/03 11:18
Subject: [K-list] Re:Cattie Post
From: Cleocatras
On 2001/11/03 11:18, Cleocatras posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Percyval,
I am aware the disposition I am in and how it influences me. That is why I am
very careful to post only clear physical facts and practical solutions. My
post about Leslee was very dry, not harshness from me, but harshness from the
facts provided. My theory of observation was very dry, no feelings attached
and not my usual compassion. I believe this is what you sensed as
unacceptable to you, but sometimes that Grand Domme reality list is just the
right recipe for getting back on the path for all concerned.
Leslee will be a powerful spiritually gifted warrior princess when she
focuses on that path. I have no expectations and no needs involved or
invested in what I did for her and no emotional investment, regrets or
remorse. It is what it is. She came into my path and I provided what was
needed without any expectation, and substantial effort was spent. Other
people's perceptions are meaningless, and outcomes are usually prewritten. I
have already seen them concerning Leslee.
AS for you, dear Percyval, I love you dearly, and sometimes your perceptions
have helped me, but most of the time your interpretation of my intent is way
off the mark. I do not hold this against you in anyway, however, your innate
nature to protect can get in the way of progress at times, but not in any way
that is substantial enough to protest. Therefore, no need to apologize, you
were forgiven before you ever wrote, completely in line with your usual self,
the man I know and love you as...
AS far as my personal situation, Angelique has never responded, and there is
no need. I hear her thoughts loud and clear. We knew this was an inevitable
event to come to pass to clear out all the inequities of others around me. It
is truly a walk in faith and I must tow the line as an example to others.
After some talk with my son, he isnt the least bit affected because he has
unpresidented faith in my ability, and is totally confident, walking around
with some pride of his mother pinned to his chest or something. I earned
that, and the one expectation I had hoped to be rewarded is definately there
in my son's love and admiration for me.
So, you see, there is no real battle at all. I just put on my little private
investigator cap and collect all the proof on my behalf, and my thoroughness
will be the only mitigating factor in the end... along with a few hundred
dollars for the carpet cleaning machine and to fix the mower, buy some
materials for repairs, sod for the front lawn... and a volunteer for a $3000
psych eval.
The benefits will be that my ex will not get away with lying again, he will
be forced to pay for the medical he refused to pay before, and be forced to
participate in my son's therapy. The school will be more supportive than ever
before, and remorseful, and the child welfare people will probably worry
about getting sued if they dont read the files first before trying another
home invasion.
My son will quit sneaking into the kitchen to eat raw coffee grounds all the
time, and will quit lying and be more helpful and will give me more respect
knowing he almost threw away his home by not listening to me. And I am
finding out who my real friends are, and those who either give
unconditionally or betray for their own emotional gain.
All blessings.
Cat
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