To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/11/01 16:41
Subject: Re: [K-list] Kundalini descending...
From: Unit1021

 Thanks Rich,

> Question that come to me are:
>
> - How is you work (assuming you do work?).

 Cant work, on disability... cant really do to much of anything
physical.. Used to have such a nice body...
 Are you thinking constantly
> all day?
 
 Yes... all day... Cant stop...

 Are you having breaks to give your mind time to rest throughout
> the day?

 I try..cant. I just think...

> - Are you socialising (both at work and with friends). Do you enjoy
the
> company of others?

 Who wants to hang out with someone that is totaly unbalanced and
looks like they want to cry all the time? No friends. And I never got
the hang of people. To messed up...to different

> - What grounding activities are you doing? (I.e. hard physical
exercise
> such as weight training, walks in nature, swimming in the sea,
camping
> for the weekend etc...)

 I try to get out in nature as much as possible... I wish I was a
tree most of the time...

> - Is there love in your life?

 never

>Do you have love towards yourself?

 I hate this body, if it wasn't for it I could do what I need to do..
All it does now is hurt...

>What do
> you have a passion for and are you pursuing that?

 Music... I cant, too many things are eating away at me... Every time
I try something happens.. Its a horror to have all this nice stuff
inside but unable to use it...

Without love it's very
> easy to get stuck in your head with lots of thoughts.... Love is
> important for a happy mind.

 Thus I do not have a happy mind. I dont have anything.. I wonder at
times what it would feel like to be really cared for...

 Thanks for all that you wrote. I'll give it all a go and see what
happens.

 I just feel so sad now. Thanks for all your support here... But I
cannot imagine why things are the way they are... Everything I have
ever done has totaly backfired on me with horrable results. I just
feel so lost... I just feel like I've fallen through the cracks
again... If only 1 little thing would work out.. Just one....

 http://us.geocities.com/sean_10110011011001/empathbw.jpg

 http://us.geocities.com/sean_10110011011001/darksidek.jpg

 http://us.geocities.com/sean_10110011011001/notme.jpg

 What the hell is the point of all of this if it just kills you?

 Thanks....

 Sean

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