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Recieved: 2001/10/26 10:41
Subject: Re:[K-list] Alone-ness, satsangh and ascension.
From: Nick Masters

Mystress Angelique Serpent <mystressATnospamfire-serpent.com> wrote on 10/23/01 6:39:36 PM:
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> I have observed that many people are very alone at the beginning of
>their path, often for years, as I was. Feeling like a stranger in a strange
snip----
Thanks Mystress. It's nice to have a view of the road ahead! This has been quite a trip
for me. Once I really got onto the road loneliness was thrust upon me, due to a divorce. I
knew it would happen once I started, because my now ex was not ready to walk the path.
Once our frequencies didn't match anymore, things just started to fall apart between us. I
have found this to be common among those that got on the path the way I did.

I have come to enjoy the loneliness. I don't really feel alone. It's like for the first time I am
understanding that I am not alone. I also realize I don't have to play from the same script
as those around me. Be born,go to school, Graduate, get a job, get married, have kids,
send kids to college(or kick them out of the house), retire, die. Of course some scripts
have additions and deletions and may be done in a different order. I feel as if I must be
playing from the same script in order to play with the others. Well, dammit, I not playing out
of that playbook anymore. I am writing my own. (yes, I have done a little bit of acting, at
least I called it acting :).

I just want to say that the loneliness is a gift, for me. A time to get to know the real me. I
have thought about bringing another into my life, it is really not hard to accomplish, but
when I look at how happy I am currently and the progress I am able to make on my own,
another person would probably shatter both of those.

I don't think this is something that must take years to complete. It is really up to the
individual person. Time is really not a factor in this. It's all in one's willingness to let go of
those pieces of life that no longer serve them. Some may do this in months, others, take a
lifetime.

with peace and love,
nick

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