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Recieved: 2001/10/24 17:15
Subject: [K-list] Randomness, newbie guide, why?
From: Unit1021
On 2001/10/24 17:15, Unit1021 posted thus to the K-list:
Hello all,
Its cool now I know what those chi swimmies are. I always saw them..
But kinda made up a story about it because I never knew... Its dust
in my eyes, or I'm seeing the inside of my eyes. Cool. Things
explained.
Also just realised what the deal with good vs evil is. The road to
hell etc... I mean I read it. But it didnt hit me till now. The
militant catholic school I was sent to pretty much drilled into all
of us that we were to fight evil and all of that. And do good things
at all times. Of course everything was evil to them. And good was
everything that evil was not. I beleived all of this. Well I was 8,
what did I know? I still have this idea inside about how I am some
kind of paladin that goes around smashing evil and all of that. Doing
good at all costs, helping people to do good at all costs. Its a hard
thing to get rid of when thats all you were taught for so long.
Now things are totaly different. There is no good, or evil. Dont get
involved with everyone and there problems... I have a hard time with
this. I have this burning inside of me sometimes to just make people
better.... And make the evil people go away. I saw a dog with a limp
today, I was going to see if it could be healed right then and there,
no thoughts about it. I realised what I was doing and held off...
Better see what the deal is in here first. I dont think that this is
the plan trying to fix everything in the world around me.
I dunno, sometimes I have such a care for everything around me. I
want to make it all better. Even though I'm not even healed myself,
or even care at all for anyone really. But I'm realising to my horror
that this is actually a bad thing to do... I'm hopeing that by doing
the grounding and a chakra clearing every once in a while things will
become more balanced with me. What do you say?
I'm also thinking of setting up something for K newbies like me who
come into this cold. I mean NO idea. They just know that they can
feel everything and are going nuts because of it. I can only put my
limitied experience in it. But I KNOW this will help anyone else
thats blind and hurt and doesn't understand. Might save you guys from
typeing everything all over and over again. I need some info though.
Some content. The first one is why? We know the what now.. I dont
know about why..
Why are we like this? Born like this? There has got to be a reason
why we know and feel so much. And everyone else on the planet doesnt.
If we are not here for a spiritual existence, or any existence and
just to experience... Why are we singled out to feel all of this? It
would seem we have a purpose... Do we?
And if part of the answer is the raising vibrational level of the
planet that makes us closer to the spirit world, then whats the point
of existing in this reality at all? It seems kinda confusing to me.
Wouldn't it stay the same so everyone can experience a full reality
experience? At least most of us?
I'll do a write up and post it here for review sometime soon. It
might just be in F.A.Q. format...
Thanks
Sean
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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