To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/10/21 09:16
Subject: Re: [K-list] Hello there!
From: José H
On 2001/10/21 09:16, José H posted thus to the K-list:
Hi Ivo,
Hé een landgenoot, wat leuk, welkom! Volgens mij ben ik lang de enige
geweest hier.
I'll switch to english so it won't get exclusive.
My experiences with kundalini have been quite extreme, it doesn't have to be
that way luckily. Yours sound as K to me. Transformation didn't come to me
straight away either, only later on.
I am stable now, living with my partner and expecting my first child, I just
turned 39.
Since you're dutch, you can read my experiences on my website:
http://www.xs4all.nl/~robvd/kundalini/
There are many people on this list with similar experiences in many
variations, that can support you and will be able to tell you more than I
can.
All I can say is that your experiences seem pretty much like k starting up -
eventually a healing and transformation process.
groet!
Jose
> Hello everybody,
>
> I have some urgent questions but, since I'm new to this group, I think its
appropriate to introduce myself..
> My name is Ivo and I'm from the Netherlands. I'm thirty years of age and
working as a college-teacher in religion. I have two beautiful sons (4
months and four years old) and a wonderful partner.. so far so good.
> I had my first kundalini experience some two months ago. Although I think
it has been there a long time before, but not so evident.. I never tried to
awaken the thing and just practiced some simple form of meditation.. my
meditations were the last couple of years almost always interrupted by an
ecstatic energy rushing through me... but it was nice.. (people told me it
was Prana)..The last two months it became 'violent'.. it was shaking me,
pushing me in different positions, sometimes painfull, I got cold and warm,
itching all over my body, I made strange sounds, etc etc.. all the classic
symptoms I guess.. Altough not much of the visual stuff: no visions
whatsoever.. yust violent ENERGY.. I don't want to stop it, but continueing
is making me so very tired.. Worst in the morning: I can't get out of bed..
I feel so unnaturally tired.. depressed also.. but I gotta go to work.
There's little of the transformation in me, yust the same old me, but then
more tired and with crazy en!
> ergy-rushes.. is this normal? Does anybody recognise the state I'm in? Is
this yust a fase? What can I do? I feel like I'm not up to handling my
everyday life anymore. And I don't want that. Any advice is enourmously
appreciated.
>
> Best regards,
>
> Ivo
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