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Recieved: 2001/10/19 16:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] Hurrah for me....
From: José H

 Hi Sean,

Try bodywork - not so much yoga - but any kind of bodywork where you are
actually touched. This might do you good.

José

> Hello all,

> I'm so confused. I went to a lady that does energy work. I was led
> to her, no doubts. She called in my guide. He showed up.
> Unbeleivable..
>
> Anyways she said all my lower chakras where closed. Upper were open
> more. Talked to me about this for a bit. Then I realised...
>
> I have never felt like I even belong on this planet.
> I have never felt any connection at all to anyone on this planet.
> I hate people.
> I hate this body.
> I hate this mind.
> I hate this reality.
>
> I can pop out of my body to do things pretty damn easily.
> I'd much rather be in astral space.
> I can talk to thing inside me, blocks, entities, whatever... But I
> cant talk to people. Cant relate.
>
> This is all lower stuff. This higher stuff is actually hurting me
> now. I'm always spinning away. I have nothing to hang on to. I feel
> lost all the time. Like something is snapped off in my head.
>
> I need to bring the energy down.. I see talk of bringing it up...
> But I need to do this in reverse.
>
> I'm thinking of just stopping all of this K stuff and working on
> doing world things... ??? Drink beer? Watch lots of porn? Get into
> drunken fights? Swear a lot? How do you do this? I think I have to
> lower my energy... Haha.. reverse K.....
>
> Damn.. But you know I need the energy to heal my body and life. But
> my mind and spirit needs less energy to ground and feel better.
>
> DAMNIT.

> What a twisted life I have... If I could have only been a rat, or an
> ant or something...
>
> Thanks...

> Sean
>

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