To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/10/16 11:37
Subject: Re: [K-list] I put my heart here...
From: Paul Perner

unit1021ATnospamhotmail.com wrote:

> Paul. You like to judge? You like to do that? To control? To fit me
> into some catagory you have? You know what Goddess is like and how I
> should feel about it? You understand all about this? And let me know
> how I can best serve Her? And how I can talk to Her? How She should
> talk to me?

Hello Sean,

I didn't realize how my words came across. I do apologize.
I've been frustrated lately with work, school and a number
of other things and I may have jumped on you unfairly.

I wasn't used to your writing style. Like I said, e mail
has its limitations.

I'm really not the one to ask about the finer points of
Kundalini. If fact, the reason I haven't answered the
energy poll is because I'm baffled by the energy. I
know it's real, but I don't exactly know were one
type ends and another begins, much less what to call
it. I'm sure with a little time and contemplation I
could sort it out, but that's for another day.

Please don't think I was trying to get rid of you
when I said, 'sometimes the best approach is no
approach at all.'

I'm not on the Kundalini "path," (so to speak)
myself. I don't practice any particular spiritual
discipline on a regular basis presently. Right now
I'm more focused on chop-wood-carry-water
day to day existence. I'm not much good for
advice beyond that.

K may not be my specific path, but it is my
community. I hope you find it as your community
also (never mind old grumps like me). I feel
this list is ultimately about transformation and
awakening. When it happens, to various degrees,
dormant energy is put into motion.

I was dumb struck by that energy and I'm still
at a loss to explain it.

It's not easy for me to comprehend the ancient arts
of inducing the energy, but I honestly respect those
who can. It could be out of envy if and when I lash
out at those who have a deeper understanding of it.
That's very childish of me and again, I apologize if
I caught you up in it.

> ...............
> I know though... I laughed. I feel that sun burning in my chest
> again. I know what I feel is good. I know what I think is good. I
> know how I am is good. I know what Goddess is to me is good. How I
> talk about it is good. Its all good!

There's another list that is solar-centric. I foundit to be so overwhelmingly
full of energy that I
had to temporarily un-subscribe.

That, this, and all discussion lists only hint at
what is out there for us.

I see you standing on a hill, the wind blowing
your troubles away and the sun filling your heart.

With Respect,

 Paul

http://www.kundalini-gateway.org

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