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Recieved: 2001/10/12 10:10
Subject: [K-list] Chop water, carry wood
From: Unit1021
On 2001/10/12 10:10, Unit1021 posted thus to the K-list:
Oi,
Been comming to understandings.
Goddess is all that is. I know that I've heard it before. But now I
can see it. I feel like my stuff from before is just training. One
step at a time. Its strange... But you get used to it... Then it gets
strange...Then you get used to it. If it were to happen all at once,
then things would be bad. One step at a time.
Affermations are key while doing this. Somehow I think our thoughts
are much more important. They have a strength to them. Every day now
I say.
"I seek a healthy and strong mind, spirit, and body. I seek beautiful
things, Beautiful thoughts, beautiful music. I seek to be alive and
well. Balanced and comfortable with myself."
And this makes me feel better. Even though things are really
chaotic. It always does. This is what I am moving torwards I feel.
Now If I were to keep saying to myself.."I'm going insane, im dieing!
I am insane!" Then guess where I would be going?
The world had it right in the very beginning. Then it got messed up.
I feel myself returning to the past for the future.
Dont eat to many ramen noodles. Even if they are only 15 cents each.
You get sick.
Women are more powerful than they think they are. I mean this in a
good way. not controlling, but enpowering. Its there own damn image
of how they think they need to be that keeps them down. I was talking
to this one woman who was not spiritual at all, but knew exactly what
the real deal was about the world and people. It was not slutty, it
was not just sexy, it was not on a body level. She talked with such
powerful sensuality and meaning on a and projected it so well... She
made my spirit body shivver with energy, and what I can only try to
describe as my second chakra start glowing like crazy and radiating
all sorts of energy. This is a spiritual level here. She raised my
energy to max top levels with just her voice. It was overwhelming for
me as I've never felt this before. It was almost like healing energy
as well. It was.... This is maximum cool. I'm starting to look into
this. And maybe how I can get to this level some day. I'm starting to
like this stuff... Sexuality = Goddess? RIGHT ON! Just thinking
about this makes me start raising energy :)
I need a new vocabulary. I can no longer say.. "It was totaly crazy!"
.... Whoa... just had deja vu... Something good is going to happen to
me I think...ok, back to your normal rambleing..
I need to describe my feelings and experiences better...
Wow.. I wonder whats going to happen...
Ok, I'll finish this later...I'm going out to find what is going to
happen.....
Bye
Sean
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