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To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/10/04 14:11
Subject: [K-list] information overload
From: Qlowee

On 2001/10/04 14:11, Qlowee posted thus to the K-list:

Blessed be one and all... I'll try to keep this (somewhat) short +
sweet and as much to the point as possible, have been know to get
carried away... here goes! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Oh, sorry, did I
scream out loud? Gentle frustration freeing my fragile self!! I
feel like I've had it with the human population (other than a small
handful). I am frustrated by all my encounters with the general
public and cannot seem to get over the fact that "i know". Now,
what "i know" I can't name, but "i know" - you know? Like, when
someone feeds me a line of bs, "i know" and tend to react to
that "knowing". I sense this is my ego/pride? But am not sure.
Perhaps I'm just nutty? I feel an overwhelming sense of loving from
all the kundalites here and feel this is my starting point for
learning in general. I sense the present learning of patience -
which seems to have plagued my for about 5-7 years. I just can't
seem to get it (patience). I am easily flustered, cannot re-gain my
inner balance and always seem to be in a downer mood. I want to be
happy!!! Then I wonder if that "happiness" I want is bs my ego is
feeding me? Who is the "me" I refer to? Who is the "I"? It is the
beginning again, trying to re-iterate things that have not sunk in...
Here we grow again!
flustered in Canada looking for the next stumbling block,
Denise!


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