To: K-list 
Recieved: 2001/09/18  16:20  
Subject: [K-list] Forwarded:  depression 
From: Druout
  
On 2001/09/18  16:20, Druout posted thus to the K-list: This was meant for the list, I think!
 
Love, Hillary
 Subj:    Re: [K-list] K and Prana/was Who am I? Looking for advice... 
Date:   9/17/2001 6:15:57 PM Pacific Daylight Time 
From:   EBlacksteadATnospamcs.com 
To: druoutATnospamaol.com
 
Hillary, Kate & Friends,
 
I wonder, is extreme depression such an unlikely or unusual component  
of K awakening? I've found that it is quite common, and these lists,  
if you read many of them, imply the same commonality. I can think of  
some small lists where almost all of the participants have 1/had  
an "official" K awakening and 2/ have suffered more than just one  
attack of overwhelming or near imcapacitating depression. 
 
Has this afflicted many of you, those of you who contribute to this  
list?
 
yours in the bonds, 
eric
  
--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., druoutATnospama... wrote: 
>  In a message dated 9/17/2001 9:01:38 AM Pacific Daylight Time,  
> kateATnospamf... writes: 
>  
> >  Personally for years I got the energy rush up the spine business, 
> >  accompanied by hallucinations, but now I experience this energy  
in my head 
> >  alone.  Also very intense synchronicity, and six major  
depressions  
> totalling 
> >  four years.  Given a choice, I'd have gone for a twisty spine  
over lying 
> >  comatose, unable to speak/highly suicidal for months on end,  
anyday.... 
>  
> Dear Kate, 
>  
> How did you manage to pull yourself out of this?  Was it gradual?  
> Spontaneous?  Help via medication?  Mental discipline? Inquiry?  
Surrender? 
>  
> Becoming incapacitated is, of course, a fear that often comes with  
K  
> awakening.  It's rare, but it does occur.  As one who has been  
through it,  
> I'd be curious as how you dealt with it. 
>  
> Love, Hillary
 
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