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Recieved: 2001/09/09 19:35
Subject: [K-list] Re: Ramblings, musings, knowledge, no more thinking..
From: Michael Read

--- In Kundalini-GatewayATnospamy..., unit1021ATnospamh... wrote:
>
>
> Hello everyone,
>
>
> Taking a break from all of this, or trying to now. Just going to
> ramble about my experiences for a bit. Maybe this means something to
> you.
>
>
snip! - phew, that was a lot! grins

> So... is this common stuff for you guys? I tell myself that I am
not well and this is the result. But then I get back that I am now
slowly going un-insane and resolving everything about me so I can do
things right.
>

Yup! Some faster some slower. The last two minutes or so were a
doozie!

> I wanted to talk to somone else about this. But Every councilor
> doesnt have a clue about me. Even if they know, they tend to be new
> age types. "Surround yourself with white light" I want to talk to a
> yoga teacher about this, but I dont know who to talk to. Or what
> type. No kundalini yoga schools that I know of here. Besides, they
> will think I'm nuts. Maybe I am though...no Im not.. << Hah, that
was typed through me... ugh... Thats a whole new story in itself.
>

Typed throough you! Love that! Ain't nobody else gonna be typing that
right now - heeheehee

Good. You're taking a break and not taking this too seriously, I hope.
Not even the scary stuff. You're getting these imagiges of suicide
because the ego knows its days are numbered as the preimmmanent power
in your expression.

It (the ego thingy) will want to lock it down ( the information and
learning) and propose that now ou've got it figured all out. heeheehee

Keep going till you run out of 'you'. Let the process continue. Be
lighthearted and open, if you can, things are going well along, I
think. You'll disappear and come back a changed being. So to speak.

Not better, not wielding great powers, though power is there, just
seeing how extraordinary the ordinary is. Energy flowing, folk
glowing, intuition popping, cool stuff - but somehow quite ordinary.

You just never saw it before. That's all.

And peace, sweet underlying peace - even when things go into the
crapper! hohoho!

The neat little trick to this whole thing is that it has always been
there. Don't blame the ego hahaha - it performs its function quite
well, don't you think? ;-)

Yup! Ego/mind/body all made from the good stuff of life!

Peace - life is all there is - Michael

> I have rambled enough.
>
> Thanks
>
>
> Sean

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