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Recieved: 2001/08/28 10:33
Subject: [K-list] Can anyone explain this?
From: Unit1021

On 2001/08/28 10:33, Unit1021 posted thus to the K-list:


 
 Hello all,

 I am very glad I was directed to this group. I've learned so much
already.. But have much further to go. The knowledge on this group is
incredible. Thanks!

 I have this thing inside of me. It never loses control. It never
lets me lose control. Its always on the look out. Its like a camera
that I can see myself doing things from sometimes. It knows whats
right and wrong instinctivly. It wont let me do anything "wrong". It
makes me feel bad when I even try to do something thats not reletivly
good.

 I try to get drunk, but I see everything, I never lose control, I
just feel bad because I'm not fully in controll. It keeps me alive
when I dont want to be. It lets me know when I'm in a bad situation
by making me feel horrable about it.

 What is this called? A friend said its a higher self? Sometimes I
think I have 2 people inside of me.

 Just trying to figure out whats happening with me... Thanks for any
info..

 Sean


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