To: K-list
Recieved: 2001/08/26 08:01
Subject: Re: [K-list] Thank You
From: Unit1021
On 2001/08/26 08:01, Unit1021 posted thus to the K-list:
Hello all,
This post made a lot of sense for and made me think of some
things... I'm still learning about this...
> Some issues will relate to more than one chakra... for example,
empathy
> is a function of the heart chakra, where the universe of duality
and
> separation meets the universe of non duality.. when 2 become one
and share
> feelings. Feeling victimized and overwhelmed by too much empathy is
an
> issue of the power chakra. The power chakra is about issues of
faith, fear
> and surrender: free will and Divine will, status and power games
between
> people, breath issues of abundance and scarcity of energy, and the
value of
> gratitude.
>
>
This means a terrible lot to me as I now know myself to be really
empathic. I didnt even know I had issues to deal with about this. I'm
really confused. What do I surrender? I swear all I do now is
surrender every day. I try to be invisable and let it all go around
me, but I still feel everything though. Where is the power chakra? Do
I need to balance my other chakras to make this work better for me?
How can I balance them?
THe duality really got me too.. Its confusing. I dont have any power
games between anyone. Breath issues? I have a hard time breathing in
some area's.. Is this it? Faith issues? I know about Goddess now. I
do feel better these days than before I knew. Actually a lot better.
But I'm still getting my heart ripped apart by people. I hate it. I
try to surrender, but I feel that I just get hurt more. Sometimes
when I do really become invisable and totaly surrender, I feel bad, I
am not me, if I am not me, then whats the point? I feel very very
sad. This cant be the way. Maybe I'm not doing it right.
On a different note. I noticed that when people move there hands
over, or anywhere near my heart, even up to over a foot away. I can
feel it like they are touching me on the inside. Its like my heart is
on the outside of my body as well as inside. It feels good when I or
others rub that area. When I feel good, this area shines like a sun.
I feel drawn up by it. But I feel that somehow the reason I get hurt
so easily is because of my energy sticking out like that. It picks up
on every single little tone in peoples voices. The good side is that
I understand notes, tones and music very very well. Bad side is I
feel peoples horrable lives when they talk.
If I asked for this in any life... I must have been out of my mind.
What an idiot... Somone tell me that I can use this stuff for
something positive instead of always getting hurt every day. I want
to be able to get my music out and not be held back by all this
hurting.
Thanks for any info
Sean
http://www.kundalini-gateway.org
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