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Recieved: 2001/08/17 11:24
Subject: Re: [K-list] First message sent. Hope I am doing this right.
From: Druout

On 2001/08/17 11:24, Druout posted thus to the K-list:

In a message dated 8/16/2001 7:16:27 PM Pacific Daylight Time,
an1ATnospamdcc.tas.gov.au writes:

> I have had grand mal epilepsy since I was 12/13 and I have always felt that
> in some way
> it was connected to some out of body experiences and kundalini/ other
> reality experiences

Dear Dishpan,

Welcome to the K-list! Yes, I'd guess epilepsy is connected with K also.

> that I have had. A number of my obe have been the most horrible moments of
> my life. Is
> this normal? I always thought that these things were meant to be fluffy
> lovely spiritual
> moments, but they just leave me feeling that I have no control over my
> physical or
> spiritual life.

Well, perhaps the epilepsy has led you to feel the frustrations of being "out
of control," and the resulting desire to control other aspects of your life.

 I've found that giving up the desire for *control* is the answer for me.
When I try to be in control I tense up and the energy stops flowing in
positive ways. When I consciously surrender to the energy, it stops being so
uncomfortable.

But those "horrible" moments can teach us better than the fluffy lovely ones!
 Do you want to share the details of some of these?

Love, Hillary


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