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Recieved: 2001/08/11 07:37
Subject: Re: [K-list] Crying
From: percyval

On 2001/08/11 07:37, percyval posted thus to the K-list:


----- Original Message -----
From: <BestPoetATnospamaol.com>
> I cannot cry. Have been trying to get to the deep sobbing
place for years now. Know there is stuff locked inside me.
Even now, with my friend's illness, and other things. Tears
will well up in my eyes when I'm not expecting it, but it's
like my chest and gut are so tightly bound by some
over-protective emotional armor, I can release all the
sorrow and pain in my emotional guts.

hi Barg,

yes, i know that situation... my father taught me that "men
don't cry"... then when i was a 14 year-old man, he died...
and i didn't cry, wouldn't cry, couldn't cry...

about 10 years later, i started getting some tears well up,
but not a full cry... like the rain, it will eventually
come... i suppose relishing in the few tears you do get,
loving their beauty and their pain, is a good start...
appreciate what they are instead of longing for what they
aren't... your cry will then grow in its own time...

now i'm so wonderfully silly, that i have even broken down
and cried uncontrollably in a few public places where it is
very socially unacceptable to cry.. sometimes you get a
light mist, and sometimes when it rains it pours... let it
be...

warmly,

percyval


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