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Subject: Re: [K-list] Priestessssss!! Was: seeing our own faults in others then criticizing 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
  
On 2001/07/20  12:18, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list: At 05:23 AM 7/19/01, SerenasblissATnospamaol.com wrote:
 
>". . . the anima is bipolar and can therefore appear positive one 
>     moment and negative the next; now young, now old; now mother, 
>     now maiden; now a good fairy, now a witch; now a saint, now a 
>     whore."    (_CW_ 9i: 356) Jung
 
    Bipolar.. or nondual? For all of his insights, I think Jung did not  
really understand nonduality. Goddess is All that Is. She is all of that,  
and judgments of polarity and good or bad are human. Integrating the  
Priestess is encompassing nonduality, and part of that is transcending your  
fear of death.
 
    Recently I wrote to one of my Priestesses:
 
>    ...  now you are moving into the deeper physical world of the lower  
> chakras. 
> 
>    The insatiable sex intensity of the second chakra, and now the heavy  
> dark death/life rebirth Goddesses of the root.. The tip of your tailbone.  
> That energy scares a lot of people. 
>   The ..... ritual starts a process that usually takes a year or more to  
> complete itself.  The ritual defines the path, and walks it on a mental  
> and spiritual level, but it takes time for the integration, and for the  
> body to catch up. The path to the center of the Earth is a walk between  
> sex and death, where we come from and where we go to, on the physical  
> level. Going into the Earth is going into the underworld, the realm of  
> Hades, God of death and Persephone, Goddess of spring and rebirth. Hades  
> is brother to Zues, the Sky God of lightning. Persephone is daughter of  
> Demeter= Gaia, the planet Mother. Before Persephone marries Hades, she is  
> called the Kore.. the maiden. The marriage of Persephone is the marriage  
> of ......  Male and fem unifying, yes.. Most Kundalites do not experience  
> this so fully.. it is the path of the Shaman. 
> 
>    Your dissatisfaction is part of the process of surrendering all  
> attachments.. as you surrendered your life itself, in the ritual. 
> 
>   You used to take comfort in moving up out of your body.. now you are  
> pushed to go deeper into it, down into your body and into the Earth and  
> into the mysteries of nature, life eats life, life and death and rebirth,  
> the wheel. 
>    Seeing perfection in the fox that hunts the rabbit, and the Divine  
> Gift of mercy that is a rabbits heart so weak that it stops from fear  
> before it feels the teeth. 
> 
>    When you truly integrate the center, there is a gateway.. the vertical  
> imagery of the grounding is actually a circle, joined by the Void at  
> either end. 
>    Oroborus, the serpents head meets and eats its tail in the wheel of  
> life that is the symbol of unity, non duality. Above and below are One.  
> Life and death are one. Light and dark are one. 
> 
>    I suspect that completion will come in the fall.. the more you get  
> into your body the more you are linked to the cycles of nature.. The  
> wheel of life and the wheel of the year. The pagan harvest festivals are  
> about how the stag king dies with the fading sun and the cutting of the  
> grain, so we may eat. We eat death, to live. >>>>>>> >Mystress' comment was, to paraphrase, that images 
>of crafty powerful women abound in our culture, but that 
>these women always come to a bad end, 
>because they don't need 
>men and they aren't rescued by princes on white horses.
 
    Well, that is an inaccurate paraphrase, but I did not explain myself  
well. Take the "because" out of it and it becomes accurate again. 
    The "be-cause" is a whole other story. I did not want to get into it  
because it is a long story, and one I have told many times before. Once I  
get started I can go on and on, because there are layers and layers of  
history, symbolism and meaning.. check the archives for "Matriarchal" and  
"Patriarchy".. words like that, you will find more of the same. Matrifocal,  
Patriarchal, Priestess, ...
 
   It is no accident that my Tantra course is oriented around the Goddess.  
Spirit is truly genderless, but focusing on the feminine aspect of the  
Divine gives balance to a male dominated culture.
 
    It was not until women became respected Archaeologists that the truth  
of prehistory began to be known. Where a male Patriarchal eye saw abstract  
geometric symbols and fanciful images of birds and snakes, a female eye saw  
the icons of Goddess worship. The spiral, the pubic triangle, the serpent  
and the wings.
 
    Maria Gimbutas was the first of the brilliant feminist archaeologists,  
and a web search will reveal some of her vast life's work on this subject.  
Other female scholars followed, and the result was an accepted view that  
prior to the old testament, the Greek Patriarchy and the Vedas, the world  
was a Goddess worshipping, Matriarchal society. Patriarchy is approximately  
5000 years old, much less in some places. The Sphinx is estimated to be  
30,000 years old.. just to give you perspective. Patriarchal ideals are the  
new boy on the block, they are weak.. only your fear gives them power. Fear  
is the only power they have ever held, and it has been wielded for millennia..
 
    Once, the world worshipped the Goddess. Acts of pleasure were her  
rituals, and tombs were shaped like wombs to give the dead rebirth through  
Her infinite fertility. Womens' ability to bleed without being harmed was  
the mystery, and war is poor male imitation of the women's rituals of  
giving blood to the Earth to increase its fertility. The Priestess/whore  
was sacred, and any male could come into the Temple and feel her embrace.  
It served an important social function: the release of pleasure provided an  
alternative outlet for testosterone driven male violence... which today  
erupts in gang wars and homicide.  A man who is fed with Goddess-fired  
female sexual energy of a fully awakened woman is a happy content man who  
serves society.
 
   Women have ten times the spiritual energy and power that men  
do,  because it is women who carry the power of life, the womb of birth  
where we all come from. We have the feminine intuition, the instinct, the  
unified brain and the power of sexuality. We are in tune with the phases of  
the moon and the seasons, our bodies compel it. Male religion seeks  
dominion of nature; women ARE nature!
 
   The only way to disempower a woman is to persuade the women herself,  
that these are inferior powers.. sinful, unclean, evil.. so she builds the  
walls to hold back the power, in her own mind. So it was done.. first by  
the sword, and then by generations of women teaching their daughters to  
hide their sexuality, feel ashamed of their moon blood and embarrassed at  
their pregnant fertility.
 
    The quickest routes to awakening, the body-first pleasure methods were  
suppressed, the Serpent was made the icon of evil, and all the  
negative  judgments of a dualistic perspective were laid at the feet of the  
Priestess, who encompassed non duality with a fluid empowering grace that  
Patriarchal spirituality has never managed.
 
   So it still is... Patriarchal religions, Judaeism, Muslim, Christianity  
teaches that women are inferior, sinful, unclean... that womens power is  
unworthy power. Women buy into it, and by inherited fear of death and  
cultural programming are terrified to reach out to that inner wild woman  
Priestess who is their birthright.
 
    Wake up, Serena! They burned the Witches because they were scared of  
them! Scared of the wild uncontrollable power of fully awakened women  
manifesting the Goddess!  Scared of the female sexuality that makes a man's  
blood run to the little head so he cannot control his raging desire.
 
    If a woman gives a priest a hard-on when he looks at her, she must be a  
witch, right? LOL!! Casting her spell on the vulnerable male who feels  
helpless because he cannot control how his body responds and so projects it  
outwards by judging the woman. Seeing the fault in another indeed... but  
the criticism came with fire and torture and painful death, not just to the  
woman but often to her children and husband as well. These are the  
emotional memories carried in your DNA, in the collective consciousness of  
all women who have not yet walked the road of sex and death to reclaim the  
Goddess within.
 
   Yet, the times are turning.. Patriarchy served the Goddess in the  
technological advances that allow me to send this post to you.. Creating a  
unified world consciousness through communications technology.. through  
that lovely first photo of Earth from space.
 
    Patriarchy has become overbalanced, with the male toys of war and  
arrogant attitudes of "Dominions of nature" threatening the wellbeing of  
the planet itself! So, now the pendulum swings the other way.. women like  
yourself are feeling the call of the Goddess, and you need not fear because  
that power will protect you through your journey to reclaiming that which  
you truly are.
 
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