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Recieved: 2001/07/08 22:31
Subject: Re: [K-list] talk ....
From: Pepper J. Baxter
On 2001/07/08 22:31, Pepper J. Baxter posted thus to the K-list:
Hello Hansjoerg,
At times sense about 1974 I think,...I developed the ability to a
short extent to actually hear another person talking out loud in my head as
their thoughts were translated into sentence form. They had no idea that this
was occurring, and I didn't let anyone know at the time. I didn't use it much
because at the time I felt it was not nice to listen to personal "stuff"
because of my integrity code. Because I felt this way I didn't practice to
develop into a sort of second nature and lost it.
If I ever get it back I will definitely develop it. Don't use it, you
will lose it! Because I could really do such a thing, and know that there
must then be many others who are out there doing it, I really watch what I am
in thought about where ever I go. I don't think I would have had the tendency
to have believed a human being could do this if not for this actual personal
experience.
After all...if we are all one, and each one is all...then just that one
connection right there says telepathy is a real possibility. I myself know
beyond the shadow of a doubt!
I also think now...that I did not lose this ability after all. That it
is only back to sleep waiting to be called up for practice, and use.
And...these abilities are a natural product of kundalini energy dancing these
abilities in front of our faces to pick out what we are most interested in,
and then develop.
I used to think the abilities that were presented to me were taken away
from me later because I lost control of my ability to make choices more
correctly than not. I had had some particularly hard "K" experiences some
time after I had the abilities in use somewhat, and nearly had a breakdown. I
became very negative because of hearing so many horrible thoughts in other
peoples minds. Man's inhumanity towards man I guess, and I went off the deep
end.
I tell you this in order to show the pitfalls you may, or may not come
across so you can side step them. Pepper
Hansjoerg wrote:
> hi list ;-)
>
> since a few month i recognized sometimes during the day
> something like tconversation "above" my head ("in" my head) .
> the "location" of talkings is difficult to describe, ...
> it seems, that it is in my body, but also it seems, that it is
> out of my physical body, ....
> it feels like 20 cm´s above my head ( crown chakra )
>
> sometimes, f.e. during work, when i am meditativly concentrated on my
> work, or f.e. while driving car, talking a walk etc, etc, ...
> it seems, that different people are talking to me ( living people, so
> i have the feeling) ....
> some of them i feel well knowing ( in a few talkings i can feel who
> they are ) and some of them i don´t know in "real" life.
> sometimes i can grap some words, or tails of sentences, but they are
> very fast, .... so that i cannot grap the real essence of that
> conversation. but, all in all i get a feeling of the "character" of
> the whole conversation, which runs "above my head" ;-)
> even i can feel, that i am giving answeres to persons, or hints, or
> sometimes even talking in a very serious way to them,
> the whole thing runs very fast, and is very difficult to grap by
> consciousness. it feels real, it feels that this conversations are
> happening real and in the seconds i can feel them.
> the first time i thought, i am running crazy, ... but now
> i let "us" talk ;-) eheheh, i cannot even grap the things i talk to
> them, .... so that makes my ratio a bit worried ;-)
> who knows what the heaven i tell them ;-) *s* ;-)
>
> also in a few meditations i can "hear" people telling me some things,
> it feels like the conversations described above. the words are very
> fast, and after meditation i nearly forgott all.
>
> so, i want ask, does somebody have experiences of similar symptoms?
>
> Love, ..
>
> Hansjoerg
>
>
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