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Recieved: 2001/06/21 14:34
Subject: [K-list] Re: re-enacting
From: Nina
On 2001/06/21 14:34, Nina posted thus to the K-list:
> Isn't it strange that I feel I'm not at my place in a kundalini
forum, me
> who experience it so intensely and for so long?
> Benoit
Interesting... Benoit, would you like a little pink business card
with "Thank you for..." on it? :) Thought not... but I'll give it to
you anyway.
Or maybe just give it to myself.
Isn't it strange that I feel I'm not at my place ANYWHERE? I mean,
good grief... look how often I have -moved- for
goodgollygracioussake! Yup, except for that 14 year haitus in hotter-
n-hell Fort Worth, I have moved at least every three years of my
life. Average time spent in any one place (excluding the haitus) has
been a year.
I'm at three years right now, in fact, and MANOHMAN do I have the
urge. Yup... if I could live in a camper and have God/dess provide, I
certainly would.
Ooooh, three years, am I ever pushing my limit... got my face firmly
pressed against the envelope... nose smushed flat against my face.
Get me the f*ck outa here.
Nice to wipe myself off the face of the earth every few years...
certainly wonderful to start with that clean clean slate, if I can
somehow overlook or snub out the memory that there ARE people out
there who really DO remember me (says the gal who is always totally
surprised when someone recognizes her by her voice on the phone)...
Soooooo... where am I really not at home? Rhetorical question...
Perhaps I need to take a few Martha Stewart classes in "Home"-
making... learn how to find aristocratic pleasure in arranging my
fern blades for pressings, how to one-up my internal neighbors with
my lovely almond butter tortes, decorate for Christmas with
superachieving Jonesin' glee (you know, get into the spirit)...
Or maybe I'll set up shop as a housecleaner, get out my vinegar and
water and start scrubbing. That's a hard life, eh? So much elbow
grease...
Or maybe I'll just sign off from this post and feed my dogs... don't
test the patience of tooth and claw, you know?
No love for you, per your request, (whew... that permission certainly
takes a load off of me!), grinning,
Nina
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