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Recieved: 2001/06/21 04:22
Subject: [K-list] Missed you, MissyChicken!
From: Cleocatras

On 2001/06/21 04:22, Cleocatras posted thus to the K-list:

<< for not feeling sorry for myself when in all reality
 should i feel sorry enough to myself to be concerned with healing only
 myself instead of the entire world? is this purely selfish of me? .. when i
 heal we all heal....>>

I am trying to teach myself to be selfish. It is really hard for me to do
this, but I am starting to like it. Declaring myself as a Dominant did help
me a lot so far, and my "angry expressions" now have a pretty neat place to
go. Release where it seems wanted and accepted, it is gone forever after
expressed. Such a lovely symphony of healing it is. BDSM is truly a therapy
and putting my psych education to work there, I can create a whole new view
to the conservative world what it means.

MissyChicken also wrote:
<< when you stop feeling the boat shake.... the boat wont shake anymore.
 because there will be noone there to notice it. so if there is no-one there
 to know it is shaking why bother to shake? >>
And then, Susan wrote:
<You mean "fake it till you make it?" Why even pay attention to them
and why worry about them? They have been around forever and are not
going away.>

Actually, there is something valid about fake it till you make it. Remember
what we say about thoughtforms becoming reality? When your conscious self
realizes it needs to change, but the subconscious overrules and drives you
into disfunction, "fake it until you make it" principals can be your only way
to convert to what you want to be. This is part of the self-modifying model,
and sometimes we know it has to be done. -- just my two cents --

Cat



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