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Recieved: 2001/06/14 17:12
Subject: [K-list] Checking in
From: Sheila Fabi

Hello everyone,
I have taken this time to restructure my life now that my kundalini
has calmed down. I have learned from Angelique to be more grounded
and through my healing powers I have used my energy to help others.

Going with the flow and allowing the energies to take their natural
course is really the only way to go for me now. The psychic
phenomenon that was so destructive has now subsided.

My cat Oscar, who was given his death sentence over a year ago is
very
much alive and as feisty as ever. I don't know how he is staying
alive because he is a living skeleton, but he is eating well,
hunting,
and refuses to go to the light. He comes to me weekly for his little
"hands on" session and doesn't seem to mind anymore.

The heat is gone for now except when I am near someone who has pain
or
an ailment. I am able to go over their body without touching them
and
can feel an intense heat or pulling sensation over the problem. It's
almost as if I can diagnose the area without having any knowledge of
their problem. Since I did not have this ability before my Kundalini
rising I must give Goddess the credit. I am only the instrument. I
have also learned to leave the ego behind. I by myself do nothing.

I am getting married in September to a woman. Whether Goddess has
anything to do with this I don't know. (We've been together for 6
years) I feel more integrated in the male/female aspect and have
allowed myself to love unconditionally. We did a past life
regression
together and this is the year to tie up some karmic loose ends. I
feel I have been instrumental in helping her with her K awakening
because she is now having the symptoms that I had. At least I can
answer some of her questions, which the group has helped me with.
Who
knows maybe she'll be joining the group soon.

Before I disappeared from the group a member wrote to me off line and
suggested that I had Dissociative Personality Disorder aka Multiple
Personality Disorder (MPD) and he wanted to better understand me.
All
of my mail was erased so if that person reads this please contact me
again I have a story for you.
Blessings,
Sheila

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