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Recieved: 2001/06/09 18:03
Subject: Re: [K-list] Re: Baby Christians Behaving Badly
From: Anne Elizabeth
On 2001/06/09 18:03, Anne Elizabeth posted thus to the K-list:
Susan,
Your so funny you made me laugh and so loving you made me cry.
Susan-Denise-Cat-Danijel-Spacedawg-Benoit-all
I want to thank all who listened and responded to my dillema. Your heartfelt sharing has given me strength and helpful insights were abundant.
As mystress said before " could be good luck could be bad luck only time will tell". And so it goes...
I really needed to hear every word that was said. I really needed input.
I thank-you all, I will carry on, avoiding divisions and duality as I work my way back to trancendance.
Time heals
Your in my heart
Namaste
Anne Elizabeth
----- Original Message -----
From: divine_goddessATnospamhotmail.com
To: K-list
Sent: Thursday, June 07, 2001 11:19 PM
Subject: [K-list] Re: Baby Christians Behaving Badly
Oh Anne Elizabeth,
Grrrrl, I wish myself and some of the other kick ass Goddesses on
this list lived in your town...
I was a dyed in the wool christian fundamentalist the first part of
my life so I like to think I have a decent perspective on all this.
First of all, ya gotta see the humor. I know it may not feel like it
has humor in it but let's try...
There can't be any more potent sex magik charm than a celibate
lesbian with a kundalini glow to a bunch of sexually repressed
religionists. That has to be a delicious, erotically charged, rescue
fantasy wet dream to some of those people. Desire, thy name is Anne
Elizabeth.
Yes, the Holy Spirit is Kundalini, and Kundalini is the hottest kind
of sexual desire, it is the Life Force itself.
Being that I spent several years in a fundamentalist bible college, I
can tell you that some of the horniest men (and women) I ever met
were going to school to learn to be missionaries and preachers.
What the boys and girls did, was everything except 'it', penetration.
Passionate evangelists who preach with fire and claim to be 'on fire
for the Lord' were some of the most sensual horn dogs I met. People
got married to make 'it' legal. It was joked about.
That energy field that you feel that disrupts your microphone...it
is, in my experience, projected male sexual energy. It feels very
electric, heavy, dense, and has disrupted the speakers in my cd
player on occassion. Just my experience.
Sex energy directed out of the 2nd chakra and enhanced by 3rd chakra
will energy is powerful magic. Add prayers (just what a spell is) to
an anthropomorphic god who is a reflection of a sex repressed belief
system and you got an icky mess.
See all those people and their pushy energy standing before you in
you mind and shove them out a door and lock it behind you. Tell them
they do not have permission to invade your life that way. No one can
invade your life without your permission given on some level. Thats
the way it works in the realm of Spirit. In the realm of the physical
we have the cops to take care of those problems when someone invades
you.
What makes something satanic is choosing one's own will over god's.
Well, they seem to be positively satanic in their actions to you.
They are using their energy to force their own will on you. There is
always free will and you have a choice.
You might ask archangel Michael to come and stand around you with his
flaming sword and to cut the energy snares and traps they are sending
your way. Or better yet send it back the way it came.
Some day you will have the awareness that none of this can affect you
for it is all only an expression of energy and you can stand in the
midst of it and not be harmed and chuckle at the foolish ways of some
humans. You will know there is nothing to defend and protect for all
is perfection...But until that time comes this will work.
Remember that what you fear comes upon you. What you focus on you
will manifest. It is a universal law. What ever creates a lot of
emotion makes you a magnet.
If you focus on the bad that is happening, that will become an even
larger problem. Instead focus on the perfection of Spirit, inner
peace and joy. They are making you a stronger woman, they are
actually giving you a gift. Cold comfort, I know when you are in it
all by yourself but I am with you in spirit and some of the other
avenging Goddesses on this list are too. We all have huge lingams
(penises or is that peni? lol) See yourself as triumphant and
proclaim peace present in your life.
And some of the divine Gods we have on this list are absolutely
wonderful, gentle and supportive.
You go grrl...this too shall pass.
Love,
Susan
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